It never came. No word or glance betrayed Martin's knowledge of the
change. Even yet, Katrine reflected, even yet, he could not bear to
refer to the past! In his heart he was grateful, no doubt, but his
tongue could not speak. Juliet's name was never mentioned between them.
A blank wall of silence was drawn over that short, eventful year during
which she had passed meteor-like across their path. So far as Katrine
herself was concerned, grief had long since evaporated, but she reminded
herself constantly that for Martin it was different. Martin's sorrow
was for life.
Eight years ago, when she was barely eighteen, he had come to her, white
and haggard, and had spoken a few unforgettable words:
"You are the mistress now, Katrine. We are alone together, and I--and I
shall never marry! Do as you please in the house. I shan't interfere; I
shall never care enough to interfere. My life is over."
He believed what he said; they both believed it, the girl of eighteen
and the youth of twenty-five, and alone in her room Katrine, who had
never kept in the same mind for a month together, made, with sobs and
tears, a life-long vow. Loyalty to Martin! faithfulness, devotion,
unending patience and tenderness to Martin of the broken heart, and the
broken, ended life. In the hour of his agony he had turned to her, and
she would never fail him. It would not be easy; Martin had not always
been easy to understand even in the good old times; now he would be sad,
irritable, unresponsive; she would have to expend herself, and to expect
but little appreciation in return. She told herself warmly that she
wanted no thanks, all she wanted was to help. Incidentally, also, she
herself could never marry, but as a mere school-girl, free as yet from
any consciousness of sex, she accepted that privation with youthful
calm. She would have her own house, her own place in the world; a
life-work worth doing, and which no one but herself could undertake.
She entered upon it with a serene content.
Eight years ago, and here they were still, sitting at either end of the
breakfast table, with Juliet's face looking down on them from the walls;
the same people, living the same lives, looking practically the same,
for life goes slowly in little English towns, thinking the same
thoughts. Well! practically the same--poor Martin's outlook, of course,
was unchanged, Katrine decided, but for herself, when one was
twenty-six... She heaved a sigh, straightened herself resolutely, and
glanced at the letters by her plate.
They were three in number; a coroneted missive in white and gold, a pale
violet envelope edged with a line of a darker shade, and bearing a
dashing monogram upon the reverse side, and lastly, a bulky epistle with
an Indian stamp.
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