“No, no. Formerly it was not like that. In all the countries of the
world gods came down to earth and loved mortal women. Ah! on what beds
await them, in what forest search for them that are a little more than
men? What prayers shall I put up for the coming of them that will teach
me something new or oblivion of all things? And if the gods will no
longer come down, if they are dead or too old, Djala, shall I too die
without seeing a man capable of putting tragic events into my life?”
She turned over upon her back and interlocked her fingers.
“If somebody adored me, I think it would give me such joy to make him
suffer till he died. Those who come here are not worthy to weep. And
then, it is my fault as well: it is I who summon them; how should they
love me?”
“What bracelet to-day?”
“I shall put them all on. But leave me. I need no one. Go to the steps
before the door, and if anyone comes, say that I am with my lover, a
black slave whom I pay. Go.”
“You are not going out?”
“Yes, I shall go out alone. I shall dress myself alone. I shall not
return. Off with you! Off with you!”
She let one leg drop upon the carpet and stretched herself into a
standing posture. Djala had gone away noiselessly.
She walked very slowly about the room, with her hands crossed behind
her neck, entirely absorbed in the luxury of cooling the sweat of her
naked feet by stepping about on the tiles. Then she entered her bath.
It was a delight to her to look at herself through the water. She saw
herself like a great pearl-shell lying open on a rock. Her skin became
smooth and perfect; the lines of her legs tapered away into blue light;
her whole form was more supple; her hands were transfigured. The
lightness of her body was such that she raised herself on two fingers
and allowed herself to float for a little and fall gently back on the
marble, causing the water to ripple softly against her chin. The water
entered her ears with the provocation of a kiss.
It was when taking her bath that Chrysis began to adore herself. Every
part of her body became separately the object of tender admiration and
the motive of a caress. She played a thousand charming pranks with her
hair and her breasts. Sometimes, even, she accorded a more direct
satisfaction to her perpetual desires, and no place of repose seemed to
her more propitious for the minute slowness of this delicate solace.
The day was waning. She sat up in the piscina, stepped out of the
water, and walked to the door. Her foot-marks shone upon the stones.
Tottering, and as if exhausted, she opened the door wide and stopped,
holding the latch at arm’s length; then entered, and, standing upright
near her bed, and dripping with water, said to the slave:
“Dry me.”
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