"You wanted to see me, without knowing about me. Whatever favour
the secretary of the embassy was supposed to do for you, your
friend will now perform for you just the more willingly, if it's
in his power."
Andrea blushed. For the first time, he now felt all the
humiliation of the mask he wore in the company of a free man, who,
after a brief encounter several years ago, was approaching him
with so much friendship now again. The passport of the man from
Triest, which he had in his pocket, burdened him like a weight of
lead. But the practise he had in controlling his inner struggle
did not fail him this time either. "I only wanted to make an
inquiry concerning a German commercial house," he said, "for here
in Venice, I hold the very modest position of a clerk, who has to
put up with having to perform all kinds of petty services for his
employer, the notary. But since I wasn't much better of in
Brescia, and you nevertheless didn't regard me as too low to grant
me the company of yourself and your mother, I will, here as well,
boldly enter in your company; most of all, you must tell me: How
is this outstanding woman, whose venerable image, her moving love
for you, her great kindness for me, are still most vivid in my
memory."
The young man became serious and sighed. "Come to my room," he
said. "There, we can chat more confidentially."
Andrea followed him upstairs, and with the first look he had into
the cozy chamber, he caught sight of a large pastel painting,
which was hanging above the desk. He recognised the shining eyes
and the rich hair or Leonora. All seductive softness of youth and
of wantonness lay on these smiling lips.
The young man pushed two armchairs to the window, through which
the rather wide canal, the picturesque bridge, and, between the
houses on the other side, that wall of an old church behind which
the choir-stalls would be were all in view. "Come," he said,
"make yourself comfortable. Shall I send for wine or sorbet? But
you aren't listening. You're captivated by this unfortunate
painting. Do you know whom it represents? Do you know the
original, of which it is only a pale shadow? But who in Venice
wouldn't know her? Don't tell me anything about this woman. I
know everything which is being said about her, and I believe
everything, and nevertheless I assure you in all earnestness that
even you, if you were standing in front of her, would think of
nothing out of all this, but rather you would thank God for not
entirely losing your five senses."
"Is this painting your property?" Andrea asked after a pause.
"No; it used to belong to a more fortunate man, a handsome, young
Venetian, who, as she has personally confessed to me, had been her
idol. This careless man dared to offer his friendship to me. He
is paying for this crime in exile, and my punishment is now that
he has left me with this painting, and that I've seen the eyes of
the original crying for him."
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