While he was saying this, he stood in front of the painting and
regarded it with a doting, sad look. Andrea observed him with the
deepest compassion. His face was not handsome, he only seemed
attractive by means of the combination of the youthful softness of
his physique and the male sincerity and fire of the expressions of
his features. The movements of his tall body also revealed
nobility and energy. Andrea could not help but exclaim: "How can
you, you too, love this woman, who is so unworthy of you!"
"Love?" replied the German in a strangely gloomy tone. "Who told
you that I would love her as I used to love in Germany and which
is the only love worthy of that name? Say that I'm obsessed by
her, that I'm wearing her shackles while gnashing my teeth and
moaning, and accept my confession that I'm ashamed of this
weakness and yet savour it. Never before, I've felt how
meaningless all earthly bliss is compared to the feeling of having
one's back burdened by a yoke of one's own choosing, until it
bleeds, and to cast all male pride into the dust for a smile of
such eyes."
His face had turned red; only now, he noticed that Andrea had,
for some time, turned away from the painting and was listening to
him with deep concern.
"I'm boring you," said Rosenberg. "Let's talk about something
else. What has happened to you in the meantime? Why have you
left Brescia?"
"You haven't told me about your mother yet," Andrea changed the
subject. "What a woman! The most complete stranger would feel
the desire to venerate her like a mother."
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