He was more touched by that speech than everything that had gone before,
yet more resolved, too, not to say, "I'm sorry."
"As a matter of fact," he asked straightforwardly, "what _was_
decided--as to Mrs. Flower?"
"It's not decided yet, at all. However, I have a plan--another
suggestion--which it seems to me might meet some of the difficulties."
"Aren't there friends or relatives here that she might stay with for a
time?"
"That's it. I think I can persuade her to live with us--till we have a
chance to see how all this--"
"With _you_?"
"It's just a hope, as I say. I didn't think of it till just now. Mother
is very fond of her. And Wallie can't give up college, of course. That
would be--quite the worst thing."
The school-teacher spoke with characteristic matter-of-factness. If she
was adding final touches to the portraits of two women, she did it,
certainly, with supreme unconsciousness. In the brief stillness of the
office, she efficiently neared the end of her task. The top of her table
was almost bare, the litter on the floor was deep. And now she spoke
again, dryly and quite conclusively.
"At any rate, nothing fatal has happened. Nobody knows that better than
I do--really. No doubt it's personal vanity with me, as much as
anything. And now--"
"Do you know," Charles Garrott spoke up suddenly, as if he did not hear
her at all--"I think you're the best I ever knew? The best--the
_best_--absolutely the most of a person--"
She, the strong, seemed to start and shrink; she broke in sharply, with
instant signs of a shaken poise: "No--_please_! You don't understand me
at all. I do--not need sympathy! It's just what I've been trying to
say--"
"Well, you aren't getting it from me, no fear. Sympathy! If ever there
was honest looking up, if ever--"
"No!--don't! I didn't tell you about it for that!--only to explain why I
seemed so ... It was due you. As I say, nobody understands better than I
how unreasonable it is--to be so disturbed. And if you hadn't come here
to-day--"
"Won't you give me credit for some understanding? If you were ten times
as disturbed, I'd think it the reasonablest--"
"Yes--for a woman. Well, I'm not that kind of woman," said Mary Wing,
with curious agitation, as if she could stand any sort of talk better
than this. "Please don't say any more. I don't tell my troubles to be
comforted--patted on the head. I'm not feminine, I hope, after all these
knocks. You make me--"
"Thank God, _no_!" said the young man on the ladder, considerably moved.
And then that connection which he must have been groping toward for a
month flashed startlingly upon him, and he, the authority, blurted out
like a boy:--
"No--_you're womanly_!"
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