Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
As I went again through the village, I observed a narrow lane striking
off to the left, and resolved to explore in that direction. It led up
to one side of the large house of which I have already spoken. As I
came near, I smelt what has been to me always a delightful smell—that
of fresh deals under the hands of the carpenter. In the scent of those
boards of pine is enclosed all the idea the tree could gather of the
world of forest where it was reared. It speaks of many wild and bright
but chiefly clean and rather cold things. If I were idling, it would
draw me to it across many fields.—Turning a corner, I heard the sound
of a saw. And this sound drew me yet more. For a carpenter’s shop was
the delight of my boyhood; and after I began to read the history of our
Lord with something of that sense of reality with which we read other
histories, and which, I am sorry to think, so much of the well-meant
instruction we receive in our youth tends to destroy, my feeling about
such a workshop grew stronger and stronger, till at last I never could
go near enough to see the shavings lying on the floor of one, without a
spiritual sensation such as I have in entering an old church; which
sensation, ever since having been admitted on the usual conditions to a
Mohammedan mosque, urges me to pull off, not only my hat, but my shoes
likewise. And the feeling has grown upon me, till now it seems at times
as if the only cure in the world for social pride would be to go for
five silent minutes into a carpenter’s shop. How one can think of
himself as above his neighbours, within sight, sound, or smell of one,
I fear I am getting almost unable to imagine, and one ought not to get
out of sympathy with the wrong. Only as I am growing old now, it does
not matter so much, for I daresay my time will not be very long.
So I drew near to the shop, feeling as if the Lord might be at work
there at one of the benches. And when I reached the door, there was my
pale-faced hearer of the Sunday afternoon, sawing a board for a
coffin-lid.
As my shadow fell across and darkened his work, he lifted his head and
saw me.
I could not altogether understand the expression of his countenance as
he stood upright from his labour and touched his old hat with rather a
proud than a courteous gesture. And I could not believe that he was
glad to see me, although he laid down his saw and advanced to the door.
It was the gentleman in him, not the man, that sought to make me
welcome, hardly caring whether I saw through the ceremony or not. True,
there was a smile on his lips, but the smile of a man who cherishes a
secret grudge; of one who does not altogether dislike you, but who has
a claim upon you—say, for an apology, of which claim he doubts whether
you know the existence. So the smile seemed tightened, and stopped just
when it got half-way to its width, and was about to become hearty and
begin to shine.
“May I come in?” I said.
“Come in, sir,” he answered.
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