Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
“Why, I followed my own old chart, sir.”
“Quite right. One mustn’t mind too much what other people think.”
“That’s not exactly what I mean, sir.”
“What do you mean then? I should like to know.”
“Well, sir, I mean that I said to myself, ‘Now, Old Rogers, what do you
think the Lord would say about this here baccay business?’”
“And what did you think He would say?”
“Why, sir, I thought He would say, ‘Old Rogers, have yer baccay; only
mind ye don’t grumble when you ‘aint got none.’”
Something in this—I could not at the time have told what—touched me
more than I can express. No doubt it was the simple reality of the
relation in which the old man stood to his Father in heaven that made
me feel as if the tears would come in spite of me.
“And this is the man,” I said to myself, “whom I thought I should be
able to teach! Well, the wisest learn most, and I may be useful to him
after all.”
As I said nothing, the old man resumed—
“For you see, sir, it is not always a body feels he has a right to
spend his ha’pence on baccay; and sometimes, too, he aint got none to
spend.”
“In the meantime,” I said, “here is some that I bought for you as I
came along. I hope you will find it good. I am no judge.”
The old sailor’s eyes glistened with gratitude. “Well, who’d ha’
thought it. You didn’t think I was beggin’ for it, sir, surely?”
“You see I had it for you in my pocket.”
“Well, that IS good o’ you, sir!”
“Why, Rogers, that’ll last you a month!” exclaimed his wife, looking
nearly as pleased as himself.
“Six weeks at least, wife,” he answered. “And ye don’t smoke yourself,
sir, and yet ye bring baccay to me! Well, it’s just like yer Master,
sir.”
I went away, resolved that Old Rogers should have no chance of
“grumbling” for want of tobacco, if I could help it.
CHAPTER IV.
THE COFFIN.
On the way back, my thoughts were still occupied with the woman I had
seen in the little shop. The old man-of-war’s man was probably the
nobler being of the two; and if I had had to choose between them, I
should no doubt have chosen him. But I had not to choose between them;
I had only to think about them; and I thought a great deal more about
the one I could not understand than the one I could understand. For Old
Rogers wanted little help from me; whereas the other was evidently a
soul in pain, and therefore belonged to me in peculiar right of my
office; while the readiest way in which I could justify to myself the
possession of that office was to make it a shepherding of the sheep. So
I resolved to find out what I could about her, as one having a right to
know, that I might see whether I could not help her. From herself it
was evident that her secret, if she had one, was not to be easily
gained; but even the common reports of the village would be some
enlightenment to the darkness I was in about her.
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