Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
All the time I was speaking, the rain, mingled with sleet, was dashing
against the windows, and the wind was howling over the graves all
about. But the dead were not troubled by the storm; and over my head,
from beam to beam of the roof, now resting on one, now flitting to
another, a sparrow kept flying, which had taken refuge in the church
till the storm should cease and the sun shine out in the great temple.
“This,” I said aloud, “is what the church is for: as the sparrow finds
there a house from the storm, so the human heart escapes thither to
hear the still small voice of God when its faith is too weak to find
Him in the storm, and in the sorrow, and in the pain.” And while I
spoke, a dim watery gleam fell on the chancel-floor, and the comfort of
the sun awoke in my heart. Nor let any one call me superstitious for
taking that pale sun-ray of hope as sent to me; for I received it as
comfort for the race, and for me as one of the family, even as the bow
that was set in the cloud, a promise to the eyes of light for them that
sit in darkness. As I write, my eye falls upon the Bible on the table
by my side, and I read the words, “For the Lord God is a sun and
shield, the Lord will give grace and glory.” And I lift my eyes from my
paper and look abroad from my window, and the sun is shining in its
strength. The leaves are dancing in the light wind that gives them each
its share of the sun, and my trouble has passed away for ever, like the
storm of that night and the unrest of that strange Sabbath.
Such comforts would come to us oftener from Nature, if we really
believed that our God was the God of Nature; that when He made, or
rather when He makes, He means; that not His hands only, but His heart
too, is in the making of those things; that, therefore, the influences
of Nature upon human minds and hearts are because He intended them. And
if we believe that our God is everywhere, why should we not think Him
present even in the coincidences that sometimes seem so strange? For,
if He be in the things that coincide, He must be in the coincidence of
those things.
Miss Oldcastle told me once that she could not take her eyes off a
butterfly which was flitting about in the church all the time I was
speaking of the resurrection of the dead. I told the people that in
Greek there was one word for the soul and for a butterfly—Psyche; that
I thought as the light on the rain made the natural symbol of mercy—the
rainbow, so the butterfly was the type in nature, and made to the end,
amongst other ends, of being such a type—of the resurrection of the
human body; that its name certainly expressed the hope of the Greeks in
immortality, while to us it speaks likewise of a glorified body,
whereby we shall know and love each other with our eyes as well as our
hearts.—My sister saw the butterfly too, but only remembered that she
had seen it when it was mentioned in her hearing: on her the sight made
no impression; she saw no coincidence.
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