Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul EnchantedRolland, Romain
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Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul Enchanted
Rolland, Romain
French fiction -- Translations into English
She was not very proud--but a little proud, just the same--of her fine
resistance. No more was Annette proud of her rage. In consternation she
told herself now that she had burned her bridges: instead of conquering
Sylvie by tact and patience, she had practically driven her away. Sylvie
would never come back, that was a certainty. Annette, in her dilemma,
had closed the door in her sister's face. And she had forbidden herself
to reopen it to her. After all her declarations, she could not go after
Sylvie! It would be a confession of defeat. Her pride wouldn't permit
it; no more would her sense of justice. For Sylvie had behaved
badly. . . . No, no, she would not go! . . .
She put on her hat and went straight to Sylvie's.
Sylvie had returned home. Thoughtfully she was examining the perplexing
situation. She found it stupid, but she saw no way out; for she did not
dream of bending to Annette's will, and no more could she believe that
Annette would yield. At bottom she did not think the Duckling was wrong.
But she did not wish to give in. Sylvie was not insensible to the
blessings of fortune. Without its being apparent, Annette's wealth had
awakened in her quite a little temptation and envy. (One can't help it,
even when one is not--almost not--envious! When one has a young body,
filled with fine little desires, can one help thinking what one would do
with wealth, and how much better one would know how to enjoy it than the
stupid people who have had it thrust into their mouths, all nicely
cooked! . . . ) She did not admit it to herself, but she begrudged
Annette her fortune, a little. Yet, if it was any fault of hers, Annette
was trying to win forgiveness for it. But the point was that Sylvie
would not pardon her. Oh! no one confesses these things to himself.
Every one cherishes in his breast, well hidden, five or six little
monsters. One does not boast of them, one seems not to see them; but one
is in no hurry at all to get rid of them. . . . A more easily confessed
feeling was that Sylvie, tempted by gifts that were denied her, liked to
enjoy the luxury of appearing to disdain them. But, as a matter of fact,
this luxury was devoid of charm; and it proved of scant service. No, it
was decidedly true that Sylvie took no very keen pleasure in her
victory. There was nothing to strut about; if she had won, it was at her
own cost. What made this conclusion the more painful was that her
situation was, in reality, decidedly unpleasant; and Sylvie was having
a deal of difficulty in extricating herself from the scrape. The number
of girls out of work was considerable, and naturally the employers took
advantage of the situation. Nor was her health so splendid. The crushing
heat of a torrid July, late hours, poor food, and bad drinking water had
brought on an attack of enteritis which had left her in a weakened
condition. Under the gridiron of her roof that was roasted by the sun,
with blinds closed, Sylvie, half undressed, with burning skin, seeking
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