“I can’t sleep,” muttered Stanny.
“No more can I. Let’s walk then.”
When they had gone a block, Stanny stopped short, and faced Wilfred. “I
know I’m a bloody fool,” he said ill-temperedly. “Now are you
satisfied?”
Wilfred slipped his arm through Stanny’s “I’m a bloodier fool than you,
old fellow, and my heart’s just as heavy!”
“Oh, for God’s sake!” cried Stanny passionately. “You and your heart! Do
you think I can’t see that you’re saying that just to make me feel
better? Nothing can touch _you_! I wish to God you’d give over trying to
manage me like a woman!”
Wilfred laughed.
When they got to the corner of Washington Square, Stanny kept straight
on, and by that Wilfred knew that he was coming to his place. As they
turned in at the old iron gate, rusting under its hundred coats of
paint, in Stanny’s sullen eyes could be read as plainly as if it had
been spoken, his intention of inveigling Wilfred into going to bed, and
afterwards slipping out again.
As soon as they got inside Wilfred’s room, they started to quarrel
viciously. Wilfred insisted on making up the fire, and Stanny said they
shouldn’t need it. Then about the bed. Stanny all but knocked Wilfred
into his own bed. Wilfred however, insisted on lying down on the
moth-eaten bearskin before the fire. Stanny looked as if he would have
liked to kick him there.
“You might as well take the bed,” said Wilfred.
“I’m damned if I will!” cried Stanny passionately.
“If I was alone, I should be lying here just the same. I can’t sleep,
and I like to look at the fire.”
“Seeing pictures, eh?” sneered Stanny.
“Sure, seeing pictures. . . . What fools we are to scrap with each
other, Stanny. . . .”
“Sure, what fools!” agreed Stanny, suddenly falling quiet and
mournful.—But instantly, he lost his temper again. “You needn’t think
I’m going to take your bed and leave you lying on the floor!”
“Well, you know what you can do with it,” snarled Wilfred.
Stanny flung himself into Wilfred’s big chair, and the bed remained
without an occupant.
The firelight filled the room. The rows of books looked gravely down
from the tall shelves. Bye and bye Wilfred had the satisfaction of
seeing the bitter, down-drawn face in the chair begin to relax. Stanny
took a more comfortable position, and his head dropped over against one
of the wings. But he was not yet asleep. From the borderland he
murmured:
“She has enslaved my senses. . . . I am besotted . . . !”
Wilfred murmured involuntarily: “You don’t know it, but you are lucky it
is only your senses. If it was your imagination that was enslaved, there
would be no satisfaction possible; no escape; ever!”
There was no reply, and Wilfred looked over apprehensively. To his
relief he perceived that Stanny had not heard it; he was asleep.
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