“Oh, sure!” said Wilfred, grinning like a man on the rack. “That’s just
the clumsy English language!” . . . Why can’t we speak out! he cried to
himself; I love her so!
“Well, having got thus far,” said Elaine with a sprightly air that was
almost more than he could bear; “having recognized that one is the
victim of an infatuation, how is one to set about curing oneself?”
Wilfred shook his head helplessly.
“What! has the doctor no remedy to offer?”
“Leave it to time,” he murmured.
“That might work in the case of an elastic nature,” said Elaine. “One of
those natures that snaps easily in and out of entanglements. But there’s
another kind; stubborn.”
Wilfred could not speak. Something inside him was pressing up, and he
could not force it back. It was stopping his throat; he struggled for
breath. . . .
“Anyhow,” said Elaine, raising her chin, “I don’t admit your absolutes
of love and infatuation. What’s the difference between them? It’s all in
the point of view. It’s not the object that matters, but the feeling!”
The constriction within Wilfred suddenly broke. He heard with a feeling
of surprise, a low, shaken voice issuing from between his lips. “Oh,
Elaine! you couldn’t! He’s rotten! I am not quick to discover evil in
people. But this man is altogether evil. . . . Never mind about his
life. I expect he’s told you; he always does. What he’s done doesn’t
matter. It is what he is! Your nature is clear and open; you _must_ feel
it . . . !”
Elaine after a quick glance of astonishment, listened with curving lips.
“Of whom are you speaking?” she asked.
“You know,” he said, suddenly dashed.
There it was out! He need not have been so terrified, because Elaine was
equal to the situation. She shrugged. “Oh well, it’s no secret that Joe
and I are pals. I should hardly come to you for a testimonial of his
character.”
Her remote glance, full of pain, assured him that her inner self was
listening to his words. It enabled him to bear her scorn. “Worse than
positive evil,” he said. “It’s a sort of ghastly sterility. He’s a
monster! He cannot feel anything.”
“Oh, I assure you, you are wrong about that,” said Elaine with her
tormented and contemptuous smile.
“Lust,” he said very low, not able to look at her then.
“Well?” she said simply.
Wilfred was struck dumb by that query. Why not lust? Well . . . why not
. . . ?
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