Unfortunately for Wilfred, these fellows, unlike the party at the center
table, talked low and all he could get of it was a phrase here and
there. He had gathered that they were all artists, though they wore
their hair short, and dressed like anybody else. They forced him to
reconsider all his notions about artists. Art! the word rang hopefully
in Wilfred’s consciousness; it was a way other than business, of making
one’s living. Of course he couldn’t be a painter, because his fingers
were all thumbs. But a writer, perhaps; that was an art, too. Years ago,
his grandfather had told him he had imagination; he had been hugging the
assurance ever since. Nobody else had ever suggested that he had any
worthy quality. Still, a writer!—how ridiculous to dream of such a
thing, when he lacked a college education.
For many nights Wilfred had been watching these happy fellows. Such
friends! What would he not have given for one friend, and each of these
had three! Talk boiled out of them. Sometimes at a heard phrase,
Wilfred’s own breast would froth up like yeasty beer. It was so
extraordinary to discover that they talked about the same things that
troubled his mind! They were clever. They poked sly fun at the other
diners. Once Wilfred caught Stanny’s nickname for the writer who looked
like a poodle: “Flannel-belly!” Inexplicably right! he laughed whenever
he thought of it.
Wilfred had taken two of the four to his heart; Stanny and Binks. But
his feelings toward them were different: for the one he felt a violent
affection and sympathy; for the other, a violent, helpless admiration.
One or another of these two, or both of them, linked arms with Wilfred
in his waking dreams; and into their attentive ears he poured the frothy
stuff that choked his breast. When he came to himself, he would smile,
to think how in his dreams, he did all the talking.
On this night none of the fellows had come, and Wilfred was obliged to
swallow his disappointment. Ceccina had finally been obliged to give
their places to a party of overdressed strangers from up-town, who
stared rudely around the room, and made audible comments. Such people
cheapened everybody in the place. Wilfred cursed them under his breath.
Then the bell rang, and Stanny and Jasper entered the room, a good half
hour after their usual time. Wilfred’s heart leaped like a lover’s; then
set up a tremendous pounding; for the only two vacant places together,
were at his table. The two crossed the room as a matter of course; and
Stanny asked him politely if they might share his table.
“Certainly!” stammered Wilfred, keeping his eyes down. He simply had not
the courage to look at them so near to.
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