Black humor; City and town life -- Fiction; Intellectuals -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Satire
Diligently to thy children.... Gumbril remembered his own childhood;
they had not been very diligently taught to him. ‘Beetles, black
beetles’—his father had a really passionate feeling about the clergy.
Mumbojumbery was another of his favourite words. An atheist and an
anti-clerical of the strict old school he was. Not that, in any case, he
gave himself much time to think about these things; he was too busy
being an unsuccessful architect. As for Gumbril’s mother, her diligence
had not been dogmatic. She had just been diligently good, that was all.
Good; good? It was a word people only used nowadays with a kind of
deprecating humorousness. Good. Beyond good and evil? We are all that
nowadays. Or merely below them, like earwigs? I glory in the name of
earwig. Gumbril made a mental gesture and inwardly declaimed. But good
in any case, there was no getting out of that, good she had been. Not
nice, not merely _molto simpatica_—how charmingly and effectively these
foreign tags assist one in the great task of calling a spade by some
other name!—but good. You felt the active radiance of her goodness when
you were near her.... And that feeling, was that less real and valid
than two plus two?
The Reverend Pelvey had nothing to reply. He was reading with a holy
gusto of “houses full of all good things, which thou filledst not, and
wells digged, which thou diggedst not, vineyards and olive trees, which
thou plantedst not.”
She had been good and she had died when he was still a boy; died—but he
hadn’t been told that till much later—of creeping and devouring pain.
Malignant disease—oh, _caro nome_!
“Thou shalt fear the Lord thy God,” said Mr. Pelvey.
Even when the ulcers are benign; thou shalt fear. He had travelled up
from school to see her, just before she died. He hadn’t known that she
was going to die, but when he entered her room, when he saw her lying so
weakly in the bed, he had suddenly begun to cry, uncontrollably. All the
fortitude, the laughter even, had been hers. And she had spoken to him.
A few words only; but they had contained all the wisdom he needed to
live by. She had told him what he was, and what he should try to be, and
how to be it. And crying, still crying, he had promised that he would
try.
“And the Lord commanded us to do all these statutes,” said Mr. Pelvey,
“for our good always, that he might preserve us alive, as it is at this
day.”
And had he kept his promise, Gumbril wondered, had he preserved himself
alive?
“Here endeth the First Lesson.” Mr. Pelvey retreated from the eagle, and
the organ presaged the coming _Te Deum_.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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