Appreciations, with an Essay on StylePater, Walter
Philosophy
Appreciations, with an Essay on Style
Pater, Walter
English literature -- History and criticism; Style, Literary
Soon afterwards Aliette is dead, to the profound sorrow of Bernard.
Less than two years later he has become the husband of Mademoiselle
Tallevaut. It was about two years after his marriage with Sabine that
Bernard resumed the journal with which we began. In the pages which he
now adds he seems at first unchanged. How then as to that story of M.
de Rance, the reformer of La Trappe, finding the head of his dead
mistress; an incident which the reader of La Morte will surely have
taken as a "presentiment"? Aliette had so taken it. "A head so
charming as yours," Bernard had assured her tenderly, "does not need to
be dead that it may work miracles!"--How, in the few pages that remain,
will M. Feuillet justify that, and certain other delicate touches of
presentiment, and at the same time justify the title of his book?
The journal is recommenced in February. On the twentieth of April
Bernard writes, at Valmoutiers:
Under pretext of certain urgently needed repairs I am come to pass a
week at Valmoutiers, and get a little pure air. By my orders they have
kept Aliette's room under lock and key since [235] the day when she
left it in her coffin. To-day I re-entered it for the first time.
There was a vague odour of her favourite perfumes. My poor Aliette!
why was I unable, as you so ardently desired, to share your gentle
creed, and associate myself to the life of your dreams, the life of
honesty and peace? Compared with that which is mine to-day, it seems to
me like paradise. What a terrible scene it was, here in this room!
What a memory! I can still see the last look she fixed on me, a look
almost of terror! and how quickly she died! I have taken the room for
my own. But I shall not remain here long. I intend to go for a few
days to Varaville. I want to see my little girl: her dear angel's face.
VALMOUTIERS, April 22.--What a change there has been in the world since
my childhood: since my youth even! what a surprising change in so short
a period, in the moral atmosphere we are breathing! Then we were, as it
were, impregnated with the thought of God--a just God, but benevolent
and fatherlike. We really lived under His eyes, as under the eyes of a
parent, with respect and fear, but with confidence. We felt sustained
by His invisible but undoubted presence. We spoke to Him, and it
seemed that He answered. And now we feel ourselves alone--as it were
abandoned in the immensity of the universe. We live in a world, hard,
savage, full of hatred; whose one cruel law is the struggle for
existence, and in which we are no more than those natural elements, let
loose to war with each other in fierce selfishness, without pity, with
no appeal beyond, no hope of final justice. And above us, in place of
the good God of our happy youth, nothing, any more! or worse than
nothing--a deity, barbarous and ironical, who cares nothing at all
about us.
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