There was a fine, scarcely perceptible satire in his manner; he glanced
at the tall oaken clock that stood in one corner of the room--its hands
pointed to eleven. "Now, Mr. Alwyn," he went on, "I think we have
talked quite enough for this evening, and my advice is, that you retire
to rest, and think over what I have said to you. I am willing to help
you if I can,--but with your beliefs, or rather your non-beliefs, I do
not hesitate to tell you frankly that the exertion of MY internal force
upon YOURS in your present condition might be fraught with extreme
danger and suffering. You have spoken of Truth, 'the deathful Truth';
this being, however, nothing but Truth according to the world's
opinion, which changes with every passing generation, and therefore is
not Truth at all. There is another Truth--the everlasting Truth--the
pivot of all life, which never changes; and it is with this alone that
my science deals. Were I to set you at liberty as you desire,--were
your intelligence too suddenly awakened to the blinding awfulness of
your mistaken notions of life, death, and futurity, the result might be
more overpowering than either you or I can imagine! I have told you
what I can do,--your incredulity does not alter the fact of my
capacity. I can sever you,--that is, your Soul, which you cannot
define, but which nevertheless exists,--from your body, like a moth
from its chrysalis; but I dare not even picture to myself what
scorching flame the moth might not heedlessly fly into! You might in
your temporary state of release find that new impetus to your thoughts
you so ardently desire, or you might not,--in short, it is impossible
to form a guess as to whether your experience might be one of supernal
ecstasy or inconceivable horror." He paused a moment,--Alwyn was
watching him with a close intentness that bordered on fascination and
presently he continued, "It is best from all points of view, that you
should consider the matter more thoroughly than you have yet done;
think it over well and carefully until this time to-morrow--then, if
you are quite resolved--"
"I am resolved NOW!" said Alwyn slowly and determinately. "If you are
so certain of your influence, come! ... unbar my chains! ... open the
prison-door! Let me go hence to-night; there is no time like the
present!"
"To night!" and Heliobas turned his keen, bright eyes full upon him,
with a look of amazement and reproach--"To night' without faith,
preparation or prayer, you are willing to be tossed through the realms
of space like a grain of dust in a whirling tempest? Beyond the
glittering gyration of unnumbered stars--through the sword-like flash
of streaming comets--through darkness--through light--through depths of
profoundest silence--over heights of vibrating sound--you--YOU will
dare to wander in these God-invested regions--you a blasphemer and a
doubter of God!"
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