His voice thrilled with passion,--his aspect was so solemn, and
earnest, and imposing that Alwyn, awed and startled, remained for a
moment mute--then, lifting his head proudly, answered--
"Yes, I DARE! If I am immortal I will test my immortality! I will face
God and find these angels you talk about! What shall prevent me?"
"Find the angels!" Heliobas surveyed him sadly as he spoke. "Nay! ...
pray rather that they may find THEE!" He looked long and steadfastly at
Alwyn's countenance, on which there was just then the faint glimmer of
a rather mocking smile,--and as he looked, his own face darkened
suddenly into an expression of vague trouble and uneasiness--and a
strange quiver passed visibly through him from head to foot.
"You are bold, Mr. Alwyn,"--he said at last, moving a little away from
his guest and speaking with some apparent effort--"bold to a fault, but
at the same time you are ignorant of all that lies behind the veil of
the Unseen. I should be much to blame if I sent you hence to-night,
utterly unguided--utterly uninstructed. I myself must think--and
pray--before I venture to incur so terrible a responsibility. To-morrow
perhaps--to-night, no! I cannot--moreover I will not!"
Alwyn flushed hotly with anger. "Trickster!" he thought. "He feels he
has no power over me, and he fears to run the risk of failure!"
"Did I hear you aright?" he said aloud in cold determined accents. "You
cannot? you will not? ... By Heaven!"--and his voice rose, "I say you
SHALL!" As he uttered these words a rush of indescribable sensations
overcame him,--he seemed all at once invested with some mysterious,
invincible, supreme authority,--he felt twice a man and more than half
a god, and moved by an irresistible impulse which he could neither
explain nor control, he made two or three hasty steps forward,--when
Heliobas, swiftly retreating, waved him off with an eloquent gesture of
mingled appeal and menace.
"Back! back!" he cried warningly. "If you come one inch nearer to me I
cannot answer for your safety--back, I say! Good God! you do not know
your OWN power!"
Alwyn scarcely heeded him,--some fatal attraction drew him on, and he
still advanced, when all suddenly he paused, trembling violently. His
nerves began to throb acutely,--the blood in his veins was like
fire,--there was a curious strangling tightness in his throat that
interrupted and oppressed his breathing,--he stared straight before him
with large, luminous, impassioned eyes. What--WHAT was that dazzling
something in the air that flashed and whirled and shone like glittering
wheels of golden flame? His lips parted ... he stretched out his hands
in the uncertain manner of a blind man feeling his way ... "Oh God! ...
God!" ... he muttered as though stricken by some sudden
amazement,--then, with a smothered, gasping cry, he staggered and fell
heavily forward on the floor--insensible!
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