looked curiously out of place in that mysterious grotto which, with its
rocky walls and flaming symbol of salvation, seem suited only to the
picturesque prophet-like forms of the white-gowned brethren whom he now
surveyed, as he stood behind their ranks, with a gleam of something
like mockery in his proud, weary eyes.
"What sort of fellows are these?" he mused--"fools or knaves? They must
be one or the other,--else they would not thus chant praises to a Deity
of whose existence there is, and can be, no proof. It is either sheer
ignorance or hypocrisy,--or both combined. I can pardon ignorance, but
not hypocrisy; for however dreary the results of Truth, yet Truth alone
prevails; its killing bolt destroys the illusive beauty of the
Universe, but what then? Is it not better so than that the Universe
should continue to seem beautiful only through the medium of a lie?"
His straight brows drew together in a puzzled, frowning line as he
asked himself this question, and he moved restlessly. He was becoming
impatient; the chanting of the monks grew monotonous to his ears; the
lighted cross on the altar dazzled him with its glare. Moreover he
disliked all forms of religious service, though as a lover of classic
lore it is probable he would have witnessed a celebration in honor of
Apollo or Diana with the liveliest interest. But the very name of
Christianity was obnoxious to him. Like Shelley, he considered that
creed a vulgar and barbarous superstition. Like Shelley, he inquired,
"If God has spoken, why is the world not convinced?" He began to wish
he had never set foot inside this abode of what he deemed a pretended
sanctity, although as a matter of fact he had a special purpose of his
own in visiting the place-a purpose so utterly at variance with the
professed tenets of his present life and character that the mere
thought of it secretly irritated him, even while he was determined to
accomplish it. As yet he had only made acquaintance with two of the
monks, courteous, good-humored personages, who had received him on his
arrival with the customary hospitality which it was the rule of the
monastery to afford to all belated wayfarers journeying across the
perilous Pass of Dariel. They had asked him no questions as to his name
or nation, they had simply seen in him a stranger overtaken by the
storm and in need of shelter, and had entertained him accordingly. They
had conducted him to the refectory, where a well-piled log fire was
cheerfully blazing, and there had set before him an excellent supper,
flavored with equally excellent wine. He had, however, scarcely begun
to converse with them when the vesper-bell had rung, and, obedient to
its summons, they had hurried away, leaving him to enjoy his repast in
solitude. When he had finished it, he had sat for a while dreamily
listening to the solemn strains of the organ, which penetrated to every
part of the building, and then moved by a vague curiosity to see how
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