many men there were dwelling thus together in this lonely retreat,
perched like an eagle's nest among the frozen heights of Caucasus, he
had managed to find his way, guided by the sound of the music, through
various long corridors and narrow twisting passages, into the cavernous
grot where he now stood, feeling infinitely bored and listlessly
dissatisfied. His primary object in entering the chapel had been to get
a good full view of the monks, and of their faces especially,--but at
present this was impossible, as from the position he was obliged to
occupy behind them their backs alone were visible.
"And who knows," he thought moodily, "how long they will go on intoning
their dreary Latin doggerel? Priestcraft and Sham! There's no escape
from it anywhere, not even in the wilds of Caucasus! I wonder if the
man I seek is really here, or whether after all I have been misled?
There are so many contradictory stories told about him that one doesn't
know what to believe. It seems incredible that he should be a monk; it
is such an altogether foolish ending to an intellectual career. For
whatever may be the form of faith professed by this particular
fraternity, the absurdity of the whole system of religion remains the
same. Religion's day is done; the very sense of worship is a mere
coward instinct--a relic of barbarism which is being gradually
eradicated from our natures by the progress of civilization. The world
knows by this time that creation is an empty jest; we are all beginning
to understand its bathos! And if we must grant that there is some
mischievous supreme Farceur who, safely shrouded in invisibility,
continues to perpetrate so poor and purposeless a joke for his own
amusement and our torture, we need not, for that matter, admire his wit
or flatter his ingenuity! For life is nothing but vexation and
suffering; are we dogs that we should lick the hand that crushes us?"
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