Poets, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Shelley, Percy Bysshe, 1792-1822
A sort of terror seized Shelley. This schoolgirl logic appeared
irrefutable, and it was he who had formed her mind. How then could he
answer her with calculated coldness and abandon her to death? He wrote
advising firmness; before despairing she should resist, she should
refuse to return to school, and he himself wrote Mr. Westbrook a letter
of expostulation.
The old publican was outraged. What right had this young sprig of
nobility to interfere? He had been dangling after the Westbrook girls
for six months or more, and Eliza imagined he would marry Harriet, but
when had a future baronet ever married the daughter of a tavern-keeper?
The young fellow wanted, evidently, something very different.
Westbrook had sized him up the evening he had first met him in Harriet’s
bedroom. He had invited him to come down and take a glass in the
parlour, and Mr. Shelley had refused with disdain.
How could the grandson of Sir Bysshe Shelley, the wealthy baronet, be a
Friend of the People, or a believer in Equality? Bah! the Upper Ten were
all exactly the same.
Harriet was ordered to get ready for Clapham. She wrote to Shelley again
a letter in which a somewhat less lugubrious plan replaced that of
suicide. She was too miserable at home, too cruelly persecuted, but she
was ready to elope with him if he would consent.
He instantly took the coach for London in indescribable agitation of
mind.
That he was partly responsible for Harriet he could not doubt. He had
formed her, he had inspired her with exalted courage, and the horror of
injustice. It was a letter from him which had brought about her first
disgrace.
But if he eloped with her how should they live? He had no profession, no
prospects—and did he really love her? Could he love anyone again after
the blighting of his young hopes by his cousin?
Still, Harriet was charming, and there was something intoxicating in the
idea of a journey in the company of the lovely creature he had seen one
night in bed, with unbound auburn hair.
It was difficult to repel even warmer ideas.
When he saw her again her face was pale, wasted, tragic.
“They have made you suffer?”
“No, no. . . .” She hesitated to say, “I suffer because I am in love
with you,” but her eyes, lifted to his, confessed the truth. She was
madly in love with him. He had completely transformed her. Before
meeting him she had had all the normal tastes of the British schoolgirl.
She had adored the red coats of the military, and when she wove
day-dreams the hero was always an officer. But when she dreamed of
marriage the hero became a black-coated clergyman.
Shelley had overthrown all such reasonable ideals. The first time she
had heard him declaim on religion or politics, she had been frightened,
and made up her mind to convert him. But at the outset his logic had
crushed her, and conquered by an antagonist so greatly her superior, she
found nothing but pleasure in her defeat.
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