Poets, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Shelley, Percy Bysshe, 1792-1822
He could forgive Hogg’s irony. His wife’s irritated him. Hogg’s mind was
an entirely different world from his, and he permitted the difference.
But Harriet’s mind was his very own handiwork. He had formed it, trained
it, cultivated it. He was accustomed to think of it as his echo. On
suddenly discovering that this other self had detached itself from him,
and could sometimes even make fun of what he said, he was surprised and
profoundly hurt.
There is nothing which makes a woman appear stupider than secret
jealousy. Instead of attacking the foe openly, which would be natural
and pathetic, she criticizes with spite innocent words and inoffensive
actions, and showing a terrible want of tact gives an air of meanness to
a sentiment which is perfectly justifiable. Harriet found fault with
everything at Bracknell because she had good cause to be jealous of
Cornelia Turner. But Shelley, who put down her scornful looks and her
mocking remarks to an incredible childishness, treated her with cool
contempt.
At this her pride was up in arms, and her behaviour became worse. “Eliza
is right,” she thought, “Percy is absolutely selfish, and thinks
everything he does is perfect. Because he likes this dull life, these
silly discussions, and this Italian poetry, he wants to force me to like
them too. But what right has he to prevent me from living _my_ life? How
is Cornelia Turner reading Petrarch so superior to me? These women whom
he admires are neither so young nor so good-looking as I. He would very
soon want me back.”
With this idea in her head she announced her intention of returning to
London to join Eliza. Her hostesses did nothing to dissuade her, beyond
the few words of regret which politeness requires. “Poor Shelley,” these
ladies remarked, just as the Godwin girls had done, “he has not got the
wife he ought to have.”
Harriet fell into the way of going up to stay with Eliza for weeks at a
time, leaving her husband alone at Bracknell. Soon the usual “kind
friend” let Shelley know that his wife was going about with Major Ryan.
For the first time since his marriage the idea of a possible infidelity
occurred to him. It was a question which in the abstract he had always
treated with the greatest contempt. Suddenly brought up against it with
Harriet and himself as possible actors, he was overwhelmed with the most
violent grief he had yet known.
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