Artist and Model (The Divorced Princess) — John Shaqi
Artist and Model (The Divorced Princess)Pont-Jest, René de
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Artist and Model (The Divorced Princess)
Pont-Jest, René de
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
The fact was that the princess, who had never really loved the man whose
name she bore, and, above all, had never felt any sensual attraction
toward him, began to avoid him, instituting comparisons between him and
the other men by whom she was surrounded.
The calm and respectful affection of Pierre was not enough for her. That
was not the love which, as a consequence of the active life she led, her
awakened senses gave her glimpses. She felt that the contact of two
beings really in love with each other must be more troubling to both. By
what right was she cheated of the deep emotions, the burning pleasures,
that she had heard some of her women friends whispering about? Was not
her beauty worthy of being passionately loved? Was not she desirable
from every point of view? Where, then, was the excuse for this monotony
in her life, this lake without a ripple on its surface, this heaven
without a cloud? She thirsted unconsciously, as it were, for unknown
storms, and the fact made her irritable and nervous.
This moral and physical excitement led the princess at first to try and
rouse her husband. Supposing that she might succeed by making him
jealous, she grew coquettish, whimsical, frivolous, much like many of
the young women of the Russian aristocracy; but Pierre did not seem to
even notice the change. Lise's strangest whims drew from him no
reproach. But as, doubtless, he had not found in her his ideal of a
woman, he saw less and less of her each day, giving himself up to his
own pursuits. Then Lise, humiliated and offended, isolated too, began to
look about her with disquieted curiosity.
This happened in the middle of summer, when there were many guests at
Pampeln, and certainly the princess had only to choose. None of them,
however, brilliant as they were, pleased her so much that she
distinguished him by particular favor.
They were what the young men were who had formed her court since her
marriage--most of them military men, handsome cavaliers, elegant, brave,
extravagant. They had all much the same good qualities and much the same
bad. Their declarations offered no variety, they scarcely made her
smile. Their attempts to win her heart were alike. The same madrigals
were used, the same melodramatic protestations were spoken by all. There
was nothing about them that was simple or natural, true or from the
heart. Some of them loved or desired her ardently, no doubt; but such of
them as dared to tell her so, all did it in the same way, with the tone
of that frivolous world for which love is a pleasant episode of life,
and not its end and aim.
Besides, each of these sighers and adorers was a friend of the prince,
and Lise was revolted by the thought. She thought them vile to wish to
abuse the confidence of the man whose hand they pressed with a thousand
protestations of devotion.
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