London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women artists -- Fiction
They were years of probation, as Clytie well knew, and they brought her
lessons in self-restraint, both in art and in the conduct of life. Her
aunt, Miss Davenant, was shrewder and broader-minded than her brother,
having lived more in the whirl of humanity, but the formulas of
Durdleham were ranged as household gods upon her hearthstone, and
Clytie, out of pure self-interest, was bound to show them outward
respect. To compensate, however, for this, Clytie found in her student
life many experiences, as she had found during her continental trip,
with which she could fill her heart without violating her aunt's Lares
and Penates.
She seldom went to Durdleham. She had an odd feeling that she was in
disgrace there for having wished to leave it. Besides, both Mrs. Blather
and Janet, as is the inconsequent way of such women, spoke tauntingly
of her gay life in town, and contrasted it enviously with their country
dulness. And then, too, her father was always querulous, complaining,
not of her absence from home, but of her dissimilarity to her sisters.
“My dear papa,” she said one day, “I could no more be like them than
they could be like me.”
“You might if you had tried,” said the old man.
Clytie looked hopelessly out of window. What possible reply could be
made?
The happiest, most expansive hours that Clytie spent during these three
years were in Harley Street with the Farquharsons. At first her aunt was
rather averse to a continuance of the intimacy. Although she had kept
up a visiting acquaintance with the Farquharsons since their return from
Switzerland, and liked them both personally, she was conscious of an
unfamiliar atmosphere in their house. The instinctive shrinking from the
unknown made her seek to draw Clytie back with her towards the security
of her own accustomed circle. But eventually, when she saw that the
girl, to whom she had grown sincerely attached, found real happiness
in going to Harley Street, she withdrew her tentative restrictions
altogether. Perhaps she read deeper into the girl's heart than either
was conscious of, and realised that in the Farquharsons' society
Clytie found a relief from the strain of everyday life with her, which
otherwise might have been unbearable.
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