Auld Lang Syne: Selections from the Papers of the "Pen and Pencil Club"Various
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Auld Lang Syne: Selections from the Papers of the "Pen and Pencil Club"
Various
Literature; Poetry
And the doctor says she will live. Ah! ’tis hard to leave her alone,
And to think she will never know in the world the love of the mother
who’s gone!
He will tell her of me, by and by,—she will shed me a childish tear;
But if I should stoop to her bed in the night, she would start with a
horrible fear.
She will grow into girlhood, I trust, and will bask in the light of
love,
And I, if I see her at all, shall only look on from above—
I shall see her, and cannot help, though she fall into evil and woe.
Ah! how can the angels find heart to rejoice when they think of their
loved ones below?
And Francis, he too, will forget me, and will go on the journey of
life,
And I hope, though I dare not think of it yet, will take him another
wife.
It will scarcely be Annie, I think, though she liked him in days gone
by;
Was that why she came?—but what thoughts are these for one who is
going to die?
I hope he will come ere I go, though I feel no longer the thirst
For the sound of his voice, and the light of his eye, that I used to
feel at first:
’Tis not that I love him less, but death dries, like a whirlwind of
fire,
The tender springs of innocent love, and the torrents of strong
desire.
And I know we shall meet again. I have done many things that are
wrong,
But, surely, the Lord of Life and of Love, cannot bear to be angry
long.
I am only a girl of eighteen, and have had no teacher but love;
And, it may be, the sorrow and pain I have known will be counted for
me, above;
For I doubt if the minister knows all the depths of the goodness of
God,
When he says He is jealous of earthly love, and bids me bow down
’neath the rod.
He is learnèd and wise, I know, but, somehow, to dying eyes
God opens the secret doors of the shrine that are closed to the
learnèd and wise.
So now I am ready to go, for I know He will do what is best,
Though he call me away while the sun is on high, like a child sent
early to rest.
I should like to see Francis look on our child, though the longing is
over and past—
But what is that footstep upon the stair? Oh! my darling—at last! at
last!
ECHOES.
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