Autobiography and Letters of Orville Dewey, D.D.: Edited by His DaughterDewey, Orville
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Autobiography and Letters of Orville Dewey, D.D.: Edited by His Daughter
Dewey, Orville
Dewey, Orville, 1794-1882
The disease in my eyes was in the optic nerve; there was no external
inflammation. Under the [33] best surgical advice I tried different
methods of cure,--cupping, leeches, a thimbleful of lunar caustic on
the back of the neck, applied by Dr. Warren, of Boston; and I remember
spending that very evening at a party, while the caustic was burning.
So hopeful was I of a cure, that the very pain was a pleasure. I said,
"Bite, and welcome!" But it was all in vain. At length I met with a
person whose eyes had been cured of the same disease, and who gave me
this advice: "Every evening, immediately before going to bed, dash on
water with your hands, from your wash-bowl, upon your closed eyes; let
the water be of about the temperature of spring-water; apply it till
there is some, but not severe, pain, say for half a minute; then, with
a towel at hand, wipe the eyes dry before opening them, and rub the
parts around smartly; after that do not read, or use your eyes in any
way, or have a light in the room." I faithfully tried it, and in eight
months I began to experience relief; in a year and a half I could read
all day; in two years, all night. Let any one lose the use of his eyes
for five years, to know what that means. Afterwards I neglected the
practice, and my eyes grew weaker; resumed it, and they grew stronger.
The other event to which I have referred as occurring in my college
life was of a far different character, and compared to which all this
is nothing. It is lamentable that it ever should be an event in any
human life. The sense of religion [34] should be breathed into our
childhood, into our youth, along with all its earliest and freshest
inspirations; but it was not so with me. Religion had never been a
delight to me before; now it became the highest. Doubtless the change
in its form partook of the popular character usually attendant upon
such changes at the time, but the form was not material. A new day rose
upon me. It was as if another sun had risen into the sky; the heavens
were indescribably brighter, and the earth fairer; and that day has
gone on brightening to the present hour. I have known the other joys
of life, I suppose, as much as most men; I have known art and beauty,
music and gladness; I have known friendship and love and family ties;
but it is certain that till we see GOD in the world--GOD in the bright
and boundless universe we never know the highest joy. It is far more
than if one were translated to a world a thousand times fairer than
this; for that supreme and central Light of Infinite Love and Wisdom,
shining over this world and all worlds, alone can show us how noble and
beautiful, how fair and glorious, they are. In saying this, I do not
arrogate to myself any unusual virtue, nor forget my defects; these are
not the matters now in question. Nor, least of all, do I forget the
great Christian ministration of light and wisdom, of hope and help to
us. But the one thing that is especially signalized in my experience is
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