Antislavery movements -- United States; Slavery -- United States
“I soon left the room, on the pretence that my mistress wanted me, but
really that I might shut myself into my own room and think. I did not
close my eyes that night, and when the morning dawned, I was as far as
ever from knowing what I ought to do. At last I resolved to see the
master as early as I could, and tell him all.
“After breakfast I went to the library to fetch a book for my mistress,
and found the master there. He was reading, but looked up as I entered,
and said kindly, ‘What do you wish for, Phillis?’ I named the book my
mistress wanted. He told me where it was. I took it from the shelf, and
stood with it in my hand. The opportunity which I desired had come,
but I trembled from head to foot, and had no power to speak. I don’t
know how I ever found words to tell him that Jerry was his own child.
I tried, afterwards, to remember what I said, but I could not recall a
word. He turned deadly pale, and sat for some minutes silent. At length
in a low, husky voice, he said, ‘You will not be likely to speak of
this, and it is well, for it must not be known. I shall satisfy myself
if what you have told me is true. If I find that it is, I shall know
what to do. You may go.’
“I took the book to my mistress, and was sent by her to find Zilpha.
She was in the garden with Ida, and when I called her, she came
bounding towards me with such a bright, happy face, that I could
scarcely restrain my tears. Zilpha was a beautiful reader. She often
read aloud to her mistress, by the hour together. I liked to take my
sewing and sit with them at such times, but that day I was glad to shut
myself up alone in my room.
“The next day the master sent for me to the library. ‘It is true,
Phillis,’ he said to me, ‘Jerry is without doubt poor Elsie’s child.’
If an arrow had pierced my heart at that moment, I could not have felt
worse, for though I had thought I was sure it was so, all the while a
hope was lingering in my heart that I was mistaken. I did not speak,
and the master seeing how I trembled, kindly told me to sit down, and
went on; ‘I did not see Jerry myself, he said, Mr. Minturn made all
necessary inquiries for me. Jerry remembers his mother, and describes
her in a way that admits of no mistake. He remembers, too, that a
gentleman used sometimes to visit his mother, who took a great deal of
notice of him, and would let him sit upon his lap and play with his
watch seals. His mother used to be very happy when this gentleman came,
and when he went away she would almost smother the little boy with
kisses, and talk to him of his papa. I offered to buy Jerry, but Mr.
Minturn would not part with him. If he would have consented, I might
easily have disposed of the whole matter.’
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