Antislavery movements -- United States; Slavery -- United States
“A horrible fear took possession of me at these words. Would he _dare_
to sell my darling Zilpha? The thought almost maddened me. Scarce
knowing what I did, I threw myself on my knees before him, and begged
him not to think a second time of selling his own flesh and blood.
He angrily bade me rise, and not meddle with that in which I had no
concern. That he had a right, which he should exercise, to do what he
would with his own. He had thought it proper, he said, to tell me what
I had just heard, but charged me never again to name the subject to any
living being, and not to let any one suspect from my appearance that
anything unusual had occurred. With this he dismissed me.
“What I suffered during that dreadful week, is known only to God. I
could neither eat nor sleep. It seemed to me I should lose my reason.
“Jerry came once to Oak Grove, but I would not see him. Zilpha I
avoided as much as possible. I could not bear to look upon her innocent
happiness, knowing as I did that it would soon be changed into
unspeakable misery.
“The first three days the master was away from home. On Thursday he
returned. When I chanced to meet him, he looked uneasy; and if he came
to his wife’s room and found me with her, he would make some excuse for
sending me away.
“Saturday was a beautiful bright October day, and Ida proposed to
Zilpha that they should take their books and spend the forenoon in the
woods. They went off in high spirits. I thought I had never seen my
Zilpha look so lovely. Love and happiness had added a softer grace to
her whole being. I followed them to the door, and she kissed me twice
before leaving me; then looking back, when she had gone a little way,
and seeing me still standing there, she threw a kiss to me with her
little hand, and looked so bright and joyous, that my aching heart felt
a new pang of sorrow. What was it whispered to me then that I should
never see her again?
“I went back to my work, and presently the master came and asked for
Ida. He wished her to ride with him. I told him where she was, and he
went in search of her. Zilpha did not come back with them. ‘We told her
to stay if she wished,’ Ida said. But my heart misgave me. I should at
once have gone in search of her, but Mrs. Lee wanted me, and I could
not go.
“I cannot bear, even now, to recall the events of that day. My worst
fears were realized. During my master’s absence, he had sold my darling
to a Southern trader, who only waited a favorable opportunity to take
her away without the knowledge of the family. He had been that morning
with Mr. Lee, and was in the house when Mr. Lee returned with Ida from
the woods.
“I don’t know how the master ever satisfied his wife and Ida about
Zilpha’s disappearance. There was a report that she had run away. But I
don’t think they believed it. Certainly _I_ never did.
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