Autumnal leaves: tales and sketches in prose and rhymeChild, Lydia Maria
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Autumnal leaves: tales and sketches in prose and rhyme
Child, Lydia Maria
American essays -- 19th century; American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
“I sometimes think so myself,” he quietly replied. “But let us gather
some of these wild flowers, Julia, instead of disputing about
conventional distinctions, concerning which you and I can never agree.”
His sister coldly accepted the flowers he offered. Her temper was
clouded by the incident of the morning. It vexed her that Edward had
never said, or implied, so much concerning _her_ style of beauty; and
she could not forgive the tendencies of mind which spoiled him for the
part she wished him to perform in the world, as a means of increasing
his own importance, and thereby advancing her interests. She had the
misfortune to belong to an English family extensively connected with the
rich and aristocratic, without being themselves largely endowed with
wealth. Cousin Alfred, the son of her father’s older brother, was heir
to a title; and consequently she measured every thing by his standard.
The income of the family was more than sufficient for comfort and
gentility; but the unfortunate tendency to assume the habits of others
as their standard rendered what might have been a source of enjoyment a
cause of discontent.
Their life was a constant struggle to keep up appearances beyond their
means. All natural thoughts and feelings were kept in perpetual harness;
drilled to walk blindfolded the prescribed round of conventional forms,
like a horse in a bark-mill; with this exception, that _their_ routine
spoiled the free paces of the horse, without grinding any bark. Edward’s
liberal soul had early rebelled against this system. He had experienced
a vague consciousness of walking in fetters ever since he was reproved
for bringing home a favourite school-mate to pass the vacation with him,
when he was twelve years old. He could not _then_ be made to understand
why a manly, intelligent, large-hearted boy, who was a tradesman’s son,
was less noble than young Lord Smallsoul, cousin Alfred’s school-friend;
and within the last few weeks, circumstances had excited his thoughts
to unusual activity concerning natural and artificial distinctions. As
he walked in the garden, book in hand, he never failed to see the
beautiful nursery-maid, if she were anywhere within sight; and she
always perceived _him_. In her eyes, _he_ was like a bright, far-off
star; while he was refreshed by a vision of _her_, as he was by the
beauty of an opening flower. Distinction of rank was such a fixed fact
in the society around them, that the star and the flower dreamed of
union as much as they did. But Cupid, who is the earliest republican on
record, willed that things should not remain in that state. A bunch of
fragrant violets were offered with a smile and received with a blush;
and in the blush and the smile an arrow lay concealed. Then volumes of
poems were loaned with passages marked; and every word of those passages
were stereotyped on the heart of the reader. For a long time, he was
ignorant of her name; but hearing the children call her Sibella, he
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