Conduct of life -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
Starting, he stared about him. The hall was quite empty, above and
below. The nursery door was closed. The children and Molly could be
heard in the dining-room. No person was within the radius of speech
with him. The door of Jean's chamber was shut.
The roses shook in his hand.
PART III
Avery stood irresolute. "It is one of those hallucinations," he
thought. "This shock--following the wreck--has confused me." The
voice was not repeated; and after a few moments' hesitation he opened
the door of his wife's room.
It was neither dark nor light in the chamber; something like twilight
filled the room, which, unlike the house, was not heavy with the
excessive perfume of flowers. A handful of violets (modest, winning,
and like Jean) was all that had been admitted; these stood on a table
beside her Bible and prayer-book, her little portfolio, and her pen and
inkstand.
In his wretchedness Marshall duly perceived the delicate thought which
had ordered that his should be the first flowers to touch her dear body.
He came up with his poor roses in his hand. Jean seemed to have waited
for them. He could have said that she uttered a little, low laugh when
she saw him cross the room.... Impossible to believe that she did not
see him! She lay so easily, so vitally, that the conviction forced
itself upon him that there was some hideous mistake. "Perhaps I am
still in the water," he thought, "and this is one of the visions that
come to drowning people."
"I may be dead, myself," he added. "Who knows? But _Jean_ is not
dead." He thrust up the shade, and let the November day full into the
room. It fell strongly upon her bright hair and her most lovely face.
He called her by her name two or three times. It might be said that he
expected her to stir and stretch out her hands to him.
"I never thought you would die," he argued. "You know I did n't, Jean.
Why, you told me yourself you should live for years.... Jean, my girl!
they 've blundered somehow. You _could n't_ die, you _would n't_ die,
Jean, while I was on that cruel trip.... I was sorry I went. I was
ashamed of myself for leaving you.... I hurried back--and I was
shipwrecked--I was almost drowned. I 'll never leave you again, dear
darling! I 'll never leave you again as long as I live!"
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