Conduct of life -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
But the horses of Aurora, flying and flaming through the morning skies,
could not have held the man back. A madman--delirious with joy--he
swept through the hall and flung the door open. Dr. Armstrong ran
after him to give him his hat, but Avery paid no attention to the
dentist.
Bareheaded, fleet-footed, with quivering lip, with shining eye, he fled
down the street. Like the hurricane that had never sunk the Dream, he
swept past the club. He saw the fellows through the window; their
cigars gleamed in their mouths and in their hands; they looked to him
like marionettes moving on a mimic stage; he felt as if he would like
to kick them over, and see if they would rattle as they rolled. As he
rushed, hatless, past the Church of the Happy Saints, an officer on
night duty recognized the lawyer, and touched his helmet in surprise,
but did not follow the disordered figure--Mr. Avery was not a drinking
man. He was allowed to pursue his eccentricity undisturbed. He met
one or two men he knew, and they said, "Hilloa, Avery!" But he did not
answer them. He ran on in the rain; his heart sang:--
"I did n't do it--_I never did it_! I did not treat her so. _I was
not that fellow_. Oh, thank God, I was not that brute!" He hurried on
till he lost his breath; then collected himself, and came up more
quietly to his own door.
He felt for his latch-key, and was relieved to find it in his pocket,
as usual; the impression that it lay off the Shoals somewhere at the
bottom had not entirely vanished yet. He opened the door and closed it
softly. The hall gas was burning. Otherwise the house was dark. It
was perfectly still. The silence somewhat checked his mood, and the
violence of his haste abated; with it abated an indefinable measure of
his happiness. He raised his hand to take off his hat; then found that
he had not worn any. It occurred to him that he had better not waken
Jean too abruptly--it might hurt her: he was going to be very
thoughtful of Jean. She must not be startled. He went upstairs
quietly.
In the upper hall he paused. Pink, in the nursery, was grinding her
teeth in her sleep. The baby was not restless, and Molly was sleeping
heavily. From his wife's room there came no sound.
Jean almost always waked when he came home late, if indeed she had
slept at all before she heard his step. But this was not inevitable.
Sometimes he did not arouse her. And he remembered that to-night she
had been feeble, and had not got to sleep as early as usual. As he
stood uncertain before her door the clock on the mantel struck eleven.
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