Conduct of life -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
He passed on, and into his own room. He wondered if he ought to
undress and go to bed without disturbing her. But he could not bring
himself to do this. He was still too much agitated; and the necessity
of keeping quiet did not tend to calm him. He turned up his gas, and
the light rose warmly. Then he saw that the door into his wife's room
was partly open. "Jean!" he said softly. She did not answer him.
Sometimes, if she were sleepy, or exhausted, she did not incline to
talk when he came home.
"Jean?" he repeated, "are you awake, my darling? I want to speak to
you.... I _must_ speak to you," added the husband impetuously, when
Jean did not reply.
He pushed the door wide and went in. The only light in the room came
from the night candle, which was burning dimly. It was a blue candle,
and it had a certain ghastly look to him, as he stood gazing across the
little table at the bed.
"After all," he thought, "I suppose I ought not to wake her--just
because I 've got all that to tell her."
He stood, undecided what to do.
Jean was lying on the bed in her lace-frilled nightdress, with her
bright hair braided in long braids, as she wore it for the night.
Something in her attitude and expression startled him. So she had
lain--so she had looked-- His temples throbbed suddenly. The blood
froze at his heart.
"Jean!" he cried loudly. "_Dear_ Jean!"
But Jean did not reply. He sprang to her, and tore open the nightdress
at her throat; he crushed at her hands; they were quite cold. He put
his ear to her heart; he could not hear it beat. Jean lay in her
loveliness, with gentle, half-open eyes, and a desolate little smile on
her sweet lips, as she might have looked when she called him and asked
him to come back and kiss her good-night. And he had not come. One of
her hands clasped the cord of the electric bell. But no one had heard
Jean's bell.
Now, the truth smote the man like the hammer of Thor. His wandering
spirit--gone; who knew how? who knew where? while the brain drifted
into anæsthesia--had sought out and clutched to itself the terrible
fact. At the instant when this perception reached his consciousness
there came with it the familiar delusion of his vision.
"Jean cannot be dead. There must be some mistake."
He dashed to the window, opened it wide, and raised her towards the
air. The sleeping maid, aroused and terrified, rushed to his help. In
his agony he noticed that the children were both crying--Pink like a
lady, and the boy like a little wild beast. Pink began to wail:
"Mummer Dee! Mummer Dee!"
Jean did not stir.
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