They would be enormously “hipped” if Wickham were to do anything
foolish. It was only because he knew that I was Wickham’s best chum that
he told me these things, in the strictest confidence. A word of warning
from me might save old Brand from getting into a horrible mess--“and all
that.”
I pooh-poohed Harding’s fears, but when I left him to go to my own
billet I pondered over his words, and knew that there was truth in them.
There was no doubt to my mind that Brand was in love with Elsa von
Kreuzenach. At least, he was going through some queer emotional phase
connected with her entry into his life, and he was not happy about it,
though it excited him. The very day after Harding spoke to me on the
subject I was, involuntarily, a spy upon Brand and Fraülein Elsa on a
journey when we were fellow-travellers, though they were utterly unaware
of my presence. It was in one of the long electric trams which go
without a stop from Cologne to Bonn. I did not see Brand until I had
taken my seat in the small first-class smoking car. Several middle-class
Germans were there, and I was wedged between two of them in a corner.
Brand and a girl, whom I guessed to be Elsa von Kreuzenach, were on
the opposite seat, but farthest away from me and screened a little by
a German lady with a large feathered hat. If Brand had looked round the
compartment he would have seen me at once, and I waited to nod to
him, but never once did he glance my way, but turned slightly sideways
towards the girl, so that I only saw his profile. Her face was, in
the same way, turned a little to him, and I could see every shade of
expression which revealed her moods as she talked, and the varying
light in her eyes. She was certainly a pretty thing, exquisite, even, in
delicacy of colour and fineness of feature, with that “spun-gold” hair
of hers; though I thought (remembering Dr. Small’s words) that she had a
worn and fragile look which robbed her of the final touch of beauty. For
some time they exchanged only a few words now and then, which I could
not hear, and I was reading a book when I heard Brand say in his clear,
rather harsh voice: “Will your people be anxious about you?”
The girl answered in a low voice. I glanced up and saw that she was
smiling, not at Brand, but at the countryside which seemed to travel
past us as the tram went on its way. It was the smile of a girl to whom
life meant something good just then.
Brand spoke again.
“I should hate to let your mother think that I have been disloyal to her
confidence. Don’t let this friendship of ours be spoilt by secrecy. I am
not afraid of it!”
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