Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
As the doctor sat down beside Mrs. Oakley's bed, she opened her eyes and
looked at him without surprise and without welcome. Her bed was smooth
and spotlessly clean; the best quilt of log-cabin design lay over her
feet; and she was wearing a new nightgown which was buttoned closely
about her neck. Without her clothes, she had the look, in spite of her
ravaged face, of a very old child.
"I've never spent a day in bed in my life, doctor," she said, "except
when my children were born."
"I know," he rejoined, with dry sympathy. "That is the trouble."
He did not waste words, but bent over immediately to begin his
examination; and when it was over, he merely patted the old woman's
shoulder before packing away his instruments.
"You'll have to stay in bed a while now," he said, as he stood up with
his case in his hands. "I'll leave some medicine with your daughter; but
it isn't medicine you need; it is rest."
Her groping gaze followed him with irrepressible weariness. "I don't
know what will become of the chickens," she said. "I reckon everything
will go to rack and ruin, but I can't help it. I've done all I could."
He turned on the threshold. "My dear Mrs. Oakley, you couldn't get up if
you tried. Your strength has given out."
She smiled indifferently. All the nervous energy upon which she had
lived for forty years was exhausted. There was nothing now but the
machine which was rapidly running down. "Yes, I reckon I'm worn out,"
she responded, and turned her face to the wall.
Not until they had left the porch and crossed the trodden ragweed to
where the buggy was waiting, did Dorinda summon the courage to ask a
question.
"Is she seriously ill, doctor?"
At her words he stopped and looked straight into her eyes, a look as
bare and keen as a blade. "She isn't ill at all in the strict sense of
the word," he answered. "She told the truth when she said that she was
worn out."
"Then she will never be up again?"
"One never knows. But I think this is the beginning of the end." He
hesitated, and added regretfully, "I ought not to put it so bluntly."
She shook her head. "I'd rather know. Poor Ma! She is only sixty-two. It
has come so suddenly."
"Suddenly." The word broke from him like an oath. "Why, the woman in
there has been dying for twenty years!"
Her eyes were stony while she watched him mount into his buggy and turn
the horse's head toward the gate. The wheels spun over the rocks and out
into the road, as if they were revolving over the ice in her heart.
Would nothing thaw the frozen lake that enveloped her being? Would she
never again become living and human? The old sense of the hollowness of
reality had revived. Though she knew it was her mother of whom they had
been speaking, the words awoke only echoes in her thoughts. She longed
with all her soul to suffer acutely; yet she could feel nothing within
this colourless void in which she was imprisoned.
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