Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
She remembered the way Geneva had slipped up behind her one afternoon in
an old field where broomsedge was burning, and had talked in a rambling,
excited manner about her marriage and how blissfully happy they both
were. "Not that we shouldn't like a child," she had continued, with a
grimace which had begun as a smile, "but we can't expect to have
everything, and we are blissfully happy. Blissfully happy!" she had
screamed out suddenly in her high, cracked voice. At the time Dorinda
had been puzzled, but now she understood and was sorry. The staring
face, with its greenish skin and too prominent eyes, framed in the
beautiful flaxen hair, softened her heart. "At least Geneva was not to
blame, yet she is the one who is punished most," she thought; and this
seemed to her another proof of the remorseless injustice of destiny. "I
suppose the Lord knew what was best for me," she said to herself in the
pious idiom her mother had used; but, as the phrase soared in her mind,
it was as empty as a balloon. When she remembered her girlhood now, she
would think contemptuously, "How could I ever have had so little sense?"
Were all girls as foolish, she wondered, or was she exceptional in her
romantic ignorance of life?
Without warning, after not thinking of Jason for years, she dreamed of
him one night. She dreamed of him, not as she knew that he was to-day,
but as she had once believed him to be. For a moment, through the
irresistible force of illusion, she was caught again, she was imprisoned
in the agony of that old passion. In her dream she saw herself fleeing
from some invisible pursuer through illimitable deserts of broomsedge.
Though she dared not look back, she could hear the rush of footsteps
behind her; she could almost feel the breath of the hunter on her neck.
For minutes that were an eternity the flight endured. Then as she
dropped to her knees, with her strength exhausted, she was caught up in
the arms of the pursuer, and looking up, felt Jason's lips pressed to
hers.
There was thunder in her ears when she awoke. Springing out of bed, she
ran in her nightgown to the window and threw the shutters wide open.
Outside, beneath a dappled sky, she saw the frosted November fields and
the dark trees flung off sharply, like flying buttresses, between the
hill and the horizon. The wind cut through her gown; far away in the
moonlight an owl hooted. Gradually, while she stood shivering in the
frosty air, the terror of her dream faded and ice froze again over her
heart.
Through ten years of hard work and self-denial the firm, clear surface
of her beauty remained unroughened. Then one October morning, Fluvanna,
looking at her in the sunlight, exclaimed, "Miss Dorindy, you're too
young to have crow's feet!"
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