Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
In the daytime the kitchen was a cheerful room, bright with sunshine
which fell through the mammoth scuppernong grapevine on the back porch.
Then the battered pots and pans grew bright again, the old wood stove
gave out a pleasant song; and the blossomless geraniums, in wooden
boxes, decorated the window-sill. Much of her mother's life was spent in
this room, and as a child Dorinda had played here happily with her
corncob or hickory-nut dolls. Poor as they were, there was never a
speck of dust anywhere. Mrs. Oakley looked down on the "poor white"
class, though she had married into it; and her recoil from her husband's
inefficiency was in the direction of a scrupulous neatness. She knew
that she had thrown herself away, in youth, on a handsome face; yet she
was just enough to admit that her marriage, as marriages go, had not
been unhappy. Her unhappiness, terrible as it had been, went deeper than
any human relation, for she was still fond of Joshua with the maternal
part of her nature while she despised him with her intelligence. He had
made her a good husband; it was not his fault that he could never get
on; everything from the start had been against him; and he had always
done the best that he could. She realized this clearly; but all the
romance in her life, after the death of the young missionary in the
Congo, had turned toward her religion. She could have lived without
Joshua; she could have lived even without Rufus, who was the apple of
her eye; but without her religion, as she had once confessed to Dorinda,
she would have been "lost." Like her daughter, she was subject to
dreams, but her dreams differed from Dorinda's since they came only in
sleep. There were winter nights, after the days of whispering in the
past, when the child Dorinda, startled by the flare of a lantern out in
the darkness, had seen her mother flitting barefooted over the frozen
ground. Shivering with cold and terror, the little girl had crept down
to rouse her fathers who had thrown some garments over his nightshirt,
and picking up the big raccoon-skin coat, had rushed out in pursuit of
his demented wife. A little later Josiah had followed, and then Dorinda;
and Rufus had brought sticks and paper from the kitchen and started a
fire, with shaking hands, in their mother's fireplace. When at last the
two men had led Mrs. Oakley into the house, she had, appeared so
bewildered and benumbed that she seemed scarcely, to know where she had
been. Once Dorinda had overheard Joshua whisper hoarsely to Josiah, "If
I hadn't come up with her in the nick of time, she would have done it";
but what the thing was they, whispered about the child did not
understand till long afterwards All she knew at the time was that her
mother's "missionary" dream's had come back again; a dream of blue skies
and golden sands, of palm trees on a river's bank, and of black babies
thrown to crocodiles. "I am lost, lost, lost," Mrs. Oakley had murmured
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