Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
over and over, while she stared straight before her, with a prophetic
gleam in her wide eyes, as if she were seeing unearthly visions.
They ate to-night, after Joshua had asked grace, in a heavy silence,
which was broken only by the gurgling sounds Joshua and Josiah made over
their coffee-cups. Mrs. Oakley, who was decently if not delicately bred,
had become inured to the depressing tablet manners of her husband and
her elder son. After the first disillusionment of her marriage, she had
confined her efforts at improvement to the two younger children. They
had both, she felt with secret satisfaction, sprung from the finer
strain of the Abernethys; it was as if they had inherited from her that
rarer intellectual medium in which her forbears had attained their
spiritual being. There were hours when it seemed to her that the gulf
between the dominant Scotch-Irish stock of the Valley and the mongrel
breed of "poor white" which produced Joshua was as wide as the abyss
between alien races. Then the image of Joshua as she had first known him
would appear to her, and she would think, in the terms of theology which
were natural to her mind, "It must have been intended, or it wouldn't
have happened."
While the others were still eating, Mrs. Oakley rose from the food she
had barely tasted, and began to clear the table. The nervous affection
from which she suffered made it impossible for her to sit in one spot
for more than a few minutes. Her nerves jerked her up and started her on
again independently of her will or even of any physical effort. Only
constant movement quieted the twitching which ran like electric wires
through her muscles.
"Go and lie down, Ma. I'll clear off and wash up," Dorinda said. Her
pity for her mother was stronger to-night than it had ever been, for it
had become a part of the craving for happiness which was overflowing her
soul. Often this starved craving had made her bitter and self-centred
because of the ceaseless gnawing in her breast; but now it was wholly
kind and beneficent. "If you would only stop and rest," she added
tenderly, "your neuralgia would be better."
"I can't stop," replied Mrs. Oakley, with wintry calm. "I can't see
things going to rack and ruin and not try to prevent it." After a
minute, still moving about, she continued hopelessly, "It rests me to
work."
"I brought the butter for you," returned Dorinda, in hurt tones, "and
you didn't even touch it."
Mrs. Oakley shook her head. "I don't mind going without," she responded.
"You must keep it for the boys."
It was always like that. The girl had sometimes felt that the greatest
cross in her life was her mother's morbid unselfishness. Even her
nagging--and she nagged at them continually--was easier to bear.
"I've got the water all ready," Mrs. Oakley said, piling dishes on the
tin tray. "I'll get right through the washing up, and then we can have
prayers."
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