Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
When they had undressed Jason and covered him up warmly, Dorinda brought
the eggnog, and Mirandy slipped her arm under the pillow and raised his
head while he drank it. The tormented look had gone from his face. About
his mouth the outline of a smile flickered.
"It feels good," he said, and closed his eyes as the glass was taken
away.
"You'll eat some supper?"
"Yes, I'll eat some supper."
"You're not in pain now?"
"No, I'm not in pain now."
He spoke in a dazed way, like a child that is repeating words it does
not understand. Had he forgotten that he had known her? Or had he
reached the depths from which all memories appear as frail as the bloom
on a tree? She did not know. She would never know probably. She had lost
even the wish to know. Whether he had loved her or not made no
difference. It made no difference whether or not he remembered. In that
instant beside the poorhouse wall, the old Jason had been submerged and
lost in this new Jason who was a stranger. Not in thirty years but in a
single minute, she had lost him. Stripped of associations, stripped of
sentiment, this new Jason was protected only by the intolerable pathos
of life. How futile, how unnecessary, it had all been,--her love, her
suffering, her bitterness.
He opened his eyes and looked at her.
"This isn't Five Oaks?"
"No, it is Old Farm."
"Old Farm? That is the Oakley place. Am I going to stay here?"
"Until you are better."
"Until I am better," he repeated.
"Are you comfortable now?"
He closed his eyes again. "Yes, it feels good."
"In a little while I'll give you some veronal and you will sleep."
A change passed over his face and he sighed, "I'd like to sleep."
She drew back and turned to go out of the room. Yes, the connection
between youth and middle age was broken for ever.
X
In the night she heard him coughing, and slipping into her flannel
wrapper, she went into the kitchen and beat up an egg with milk and
brandy. When she took it into his room, he appeared feverish and asked
for veronal. "But the brandy will undo it," he added mechanically. His
face was flushed and when she touched his hand it was burning. "Is it
near day?" he inquired.
"No, it is only one o'clock. I thought you were sleeping."
"I was, but I wake up this way. I've done it every night for months."
She gave him veronal, and then raised his head while he sipped the
eggnog. "An owl has been hooting so loud I thought it was at the
window," he said, looking up at her over the rim of the glass.
"It's up in the big pine. You've been dreaming."
The fire had burned down to a few embers, which flickered out when she
tried to stir them to life. A dim light from the screened lamp on the
floor behind the chintz-covered chair left the bed and his uncovered
face in shadow.
"Do you feel better?" she asked, as she was turning away.
"Yes, I feel better." His eyes followed her from the shadow with a
glance of mute interrogation.
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