Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
At last she had touched him. The quiver of appetite stole over his face,
and he turned his eyes, which were dark with pain, away from the road.
"Is it almost time?" This was what he lived for now, an egg with milk
and whiskey every four hours.
"It must be nearly. I'll go and see." As she still lingered, the quiver
on his face deepened into a look of impatience, and he repeated eagerly,
"You will go and see?"
"In a minute. Has the doctor been here?"
"Nobody has been here. A few people went by in the road, but they did not
stop."
"Something must have prevented the doctor. He will come to-morrow."
"It makes no difference. I am a doctor."
A thought occurred to her while she watched him. "Would you rather be at
Five Oaks? It might be managed."
He shook his head. "It doesn't matter. You are good to me here. I don't
know why." He broke off with a rough, grating cough which sounded like
the blows of a hammer. A few minutes afterwards, when the spell of
coughing was over, he repeated, so mechanically that the words seemed to
reach no deeper than his lips, "I don't know why."
He had not said as much as this since she had brought him to Old Farm,
and while she listened a piercing light flashed into her mind, as if a
lantern had been turned without warning on a dark road. In this light,
all the hidden cells of her memory were illuminated. Things she had
forgotten; things she had only dimly perceived when they were present;
swift impulses; unacknowledged desires; flitting impressions like the
shadow of a bird on still water,--all these indefinite longings started
out vividly from the penumbra of darkness. As this circle of light
widened, she saw Jason as she had first seen him more than thirty years
ago, on that morning in winter. She saw his dark red hair, his
brown-black eyes, his gay and charming smile with its indiscriminate
friendliness. Time appeared to stand still at that instant. Beyond this
enkindled vision there was only the fall of the locust leaves, spinning
like golden coins which grew dull and tarnished as soon as they reached
the ground. Then, as suddenly as it had come, the vision faded and the
light flickered out. There remained this stranger, huddled beneath the
rugs in the wheel-chair, and around him the melancholy stillness of the
October afternoon.
"People have to be kind to each other sometimes," she answered.
His brief animation had passed. He seemed to have forgotten his words as
soon as he had uttered them. The blank despair was in his eyes again as
he fixed them on the empty road, searching--searching. His face, so
scarred and burned out by an inner fire, wore a lost and abstracted
look, as if he were listening for some sound at a distance.
"I'll bring the eggnog in a minute," she added hastily, and went into
the house. She felt embarrassed by her rugged health, and by her firm
and energetic figure when she contrasted it with his diminished frame.
Yet her pity, she knew, could make no impression on vacancy.
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