Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
The rumble was louder, was nearer. An instant of silence. The buggy was
approaching the fork. It was at the fork. She heard close at hand the
familiar clink of the steel shoes and the sharper squeak of a loosened
screw in the wheel. Rising on the sodden mould, she opened her eyes,
pushed aside the curtain of branches, and looked out through the leaves.
She saw Jason sitting erect, with the reins in his hands. She saw his
burnished red hair, his pale profile, his slightly stooping shoulders,
his mouth which was closed in a hard straight line. Clear and sharp, she
saw him with the vividness of a flash of lightning, and beside him, she
saw the prim, girlish figure and the flaxen head of Geneva Ellgood.
_It isn't true. It isn't true._ The pendulum was swinging more slowly; and
suddenly the ticking stopped, and then went on in jerks like a clock
that is running down. _It isn't true. It isn't true--true--true._
She felt cold and wet. Though she had not lost the faculty of
recollection, she was outside time and space, suspended in ultimate
darkness. There was an abyss around her, and through this abyss wind was
blowing, black wind, which made no sound because it was sweeping through
nothingness. She lay flat in this vacancy, yet she did not fall through
it because she also was nothing. Only her hands, which clutched
wood mould, were alive. There was mould under her finger nails, and the
smell of wet earth filled her nostrils. Everything within her had
stopped. The clock no longer ticked; it had run down. She could not
think, or, if she thought, her thoughts were beyond her consciousness,
skimming like shadows over a frozen lake. Only the surface of her could
feel, only her skin, and this felt as if it would never be warm again.
"So it is true," she said aloud, and the words, spoken without a thought
behind them, startled her. The instant afterwards she began to come back
to existence; she could feel life passing through her by degrees, first
in her hands and feet, where needles were pricking, then in her limbs,
and at last in her mind and heart. And while life fought its way into
her, something else went out of her for ever--youth, hope, love--and the
going was agony. Her pain became so intolerable that she sprang to her
feet and started running through the woods, like a person who is running
away from a forest fire. Only she knew, while she ran faster and faster,
that the fire was within her breast, and she could not escape it. No
matter how far she ran and how fast, she could not escape it.
Presently the running shook her senses awake, and her thoughts became
conscious ones. In the silence the shuddering beats of her heart were
like the unsteady blows of a hammer--one, two, one, one, two, two. Her
breath came with a whistling sound, and for a minute she confused it
with the wind in the tree-tops.
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