Short stories, English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
"You can't escape me like that," he said. There was obvious brute
masculinity in his tone. Though she tried to resent it, it did not
displease her, and she was angry with herself that it did not. "Listen.
I am a plain man. There is no fancy romance about me. I don't want
illusions. But I love you." He stated the fact with absolute decision.
"I can offer you a good position and all that, but I know that does not
affect the matter. The vital thing is that from the moment we set eyes
on each other something happened----" for the first time he faltered in
his tone. "We both knew it. There it is. I hate being sentimental. But
I want you--and I know that you want me."
"No--no!" she said again, almost running. A blind desire to escape,
from herself as much as from him, dominated her. "I--I can't."
"Can't? Why not? You are free. I know you were engaged. But he
is--gone. We live in a world of flesh and blood. You can't exist on a
memory. Besides," the words came like a slave-driver's whip--she almost
obeyed it--"you never loved him as you love me!"
She revolted, stung to burning resentment against herself equally as
against this masterful, crude male. She stopped and faced him.
"Captain Lavering, you talk like a sick man." She triumphed in the
steadiness of her words. "You have insulted me in the most uncalled-for
manner. Let that be enough."
His eyes looked into hers, challenged her sincerity, were assured of
it. He went red, looked awkward.
"Forgive me," he mumbled.
She went on without a word, ignored the fact that he accompanied her.
They breasted an upward smooth slope of snow that stretched up to a
crisp, clear outline against the blue sky. He ventured a sidelong
glance at her, a little light of primitive cunning in his eyes.
"Quite Alpine, isn't it?" he said.
As intended--his tone implied a resumption of ordinary commonplace
relationship--the words took her off her guard. But he was ignorant
of their esoteric significance. In a flash, in a deep convulsion of
the soul, she saw the Alpine picture, vivid with symbolism, of her
other life. "--On the heights!" In the full poignancy of the emotion
it unlocked--her own vow of fidelity ringing in her ears from another
world--she found herself struggling in a man's tight grasp, hot
breath upon her face, lips seeking her own. "You must! You shall!" he
muttered, straining forward to her. She stiffened, fought in a frenzy.
"Ronald! Ronald!" she cried.
An icy wind swept down the slope, smote upon them like a breath from
the grave, shudderingly cold. Captain Lavering uttered a little cry,
relaxed his grip, and fell sideways upon the snow.
Sister Braithwaite stared at him in horror. A great fear came upon her,
an awe in the presence of unearthly power. _She knew!_ Her soul slipped
back into its dream-state, confronted the visage of her lover, stern as
destiny. The eyes judged her, forgave. Then, weeping hysterically, she
ran towards the hospital. It was not far distant.
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