England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
That was after his mother’s death, of course, and after his eldest
brother’s death, too; not that matters had ever been very grand at
Beautiful End. Kit had never been a practical man at any time of his
life, had never known the substance from the shadow or the business
from the dream. He would be off playing his fiddle while crops waited
and stock starved. Not but what he had played it rarely—everybody
admitted that. There was not one of his sons but was proud of his
gift, however awkward the moment of demonstration and the certainty
of its cost. Even among themselves they allowed no criticism of his
method of life, and certainly they never allowed it from anybody
else. They had the strong filial feeling natural to their breed, and,
added to that, a vague sense of something helpless and wonderful
entrusted to their care. Lacking the gift on their own account, they
yet shared an artistic strain which bade them pay tribute to the
glamour, and worship, if they could not follow, the gleam. They had
no quarrel with music if there was also daily bread. It was only that
farming and suchlike didn’t agree.
Perhaps things might have been better if Kit had gone to a new spot
instead of following his father on the farm where he was bred. For
once, in the shock of change, he might have seen both place and life
in a practical light, and begun, at least, on normal, practical
lines. But on the marsh, where he had dreamed as a lad, and which he
had never left, he had never had even the vestige of a chance. For
him it was saturated with wonderment, tuned to the first magic of
his fiddle, set in the light that never was on sea or land. It was
impossible for him to reduce his particular enchantment to sound
commercial terms. The place wasn’t even real to him in the sense that
it was real to others. It was the land of faery, and he had never
come out of that land until—well, if the truth were known, he had
never really come out. Spiritually, he had gone on living as he had
lived as a youth. Life had not altered for him even when he succeeded
to the farm, except that the rent which had stood in his father’s
name now stood in his own.
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