England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
She thought about it all day as she went about her work, or studied
him from some corner out of sight. For the first time he was pathetic
in her eyes, forsaken, cast-off, a creature without a place. He
had a lonely look, she said to herself—poor Thomas without a home!
He was a lonely soul, to whom life was being unkind. He might have
been master, for instance, and still was only man. He might have had
father and wife as well as farm, and instead he had only his dour and
dogged self. She, too, had contracted the habit of looking towards
the marsh, and had wondered a little and put the wonder by. Now, when
she looked, she, too, had a sense of wrong in the loss of a home that
might so well have been hers. She began to think of the stranger from
her lover’s point of view, as an intruder thrusting himself into
settled lives. She felt fiercely towards him as towards a cuckoo
in the nest, forgetting that she herself had brought the position
about. The thing worked in her all the day, gradually weighting and
tilting the scale of her heart. Protective affection sprang up in
her full-grown. Thomas, successful and sure, had not been able to
win her even in years, but Thomas the failure laid hold of her in an
hour. She could not bear that his face should be turned from his own
marsh!... From one point and another she watched him all day long.
She saw the sheep go back again to their heafs, soft, snowy woolballs
on the shining green. Going up, as in coming down, they gave the same
impression of moving cloud. They travelled up the fell like smoke
blown from a giant’s pipe, with no hint of the toil of thousands of
little feet. They were going fast, too, though they looked strangely
slow on the vast expanse of ground. It was only when she marked them
by the end of the long stone wall that she saw how rapidly they
climbed. They were like a wave surging always up and up, smoothly,
determinedly, drawn by invisible cords. While her eye still watched
the corner at the top, they were near it, they were round it, they
were all of them silently gone....
After the meal in the big hall there were the usual trotting races
and sports. Thomas had always taken a leading part in these events,
but to-day he kept dismally aloof, unconsciously helping his new
impression on her heart. And at the end of the day there had been
the usual dance.
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