"Instead of the portrait of my grandfather (which I beg you to send
me as soon as possible with the mail), I send you that of his
grandson, your ever loving and affectionate Beethoven. It has been
brought out here by Artaria, who, as well as other publishers, has
often begged me for it. I shall write next to Stoffeln[21], and read
him a lecture about his peevish temper. I shall sound our old
friendship well in his ears, and get him to promise sacredly not to
annoy you again in your present sad position.
"Never have I forgotten one of you, my dear, good friends, although
I may not have written often to you; but writing, as you know, was
never my _forté_; even my best friends have not heard from me for
years. I live only in my music; and, no sooner is one thing
completed, than another is begun. In fact, as at present, I am often
engaged on three or four compositions at one time.
"Write me now frequently; I shall make a point of finding time to
write you occasionally. Give my kind regards to all, especially to
the good Frau Hofräthin[22], and tell her that even now I sometimes
have a 'raptus.'
"With regard to K----, I am not at all surprised at the change.
Fortune rolls on like a ball; and naturally, therefore, does not
always stop at what is noblest and best. One word for Ries,[23] to
whom remember me cordially. With regard to his son,[24] I shall
write you more particularly, but I believe that Paris offers a
better field for his exertions than Vienna, which is so overstocked
that even people of the greatest merit find it a hard matter to
maintain themselves. By autumn or winter I shall see what I can do
for him, for then everybody will have returned to town.
"Farewell, my good, faithful Wegeler. Rest assured of the love and
friendship of your
"BEETHOVEN."
_Vienna, November, 16th, 1801._
"MY DEAR WEGELER,--For this fresh proof of your solicitude about me,
I must thank you the more, that I deserve it so little. You want to
know how I am progressing, and what remedies I use; however
unwilling I am in general to refer to this subject, I do so with the
least reluctance to you.
"For several months past, Vering has ordered me to apply blisters
constantly to both arms, made of a certain kind of bark, which you
doubtless know. This is a most disagreeable remedy, inasmuch as
(without taking the pain into consideration) I am deprived of the
free use of my arms for a few days, until the blisters have drawn
sufficiently. It is true, and I cannot deny it, that the buzzing and
ringing are somewhat less than formerly, especially in the left ear,
that in which my malady first commenced--but my hearing is certainly
not a whit better. I dare not say positively that it has not rather
grown worse.
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