Beggars on HorsebackJesse, F. Tennyson (Fryniwyd Tennyson)
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Beggars on Horseback
Jesse, F. Tennyson (Fryniwyd Tennyson)
Fiction; Short stories, English
"You'll never do that, dear," thought Sophia, laying the letter down.
"When I have to come back to London we'll meet honestly, or not at
all. For there's nothing on earth that's worth living in a sea of lies
for. . . ." She remembered how he had asked her if she would come and
see his wife, so that he and she might meet on an accepted footing,
and how the doubtful taste of the proposition had jarred her. He
argued that because they would be honestly "playing the game" by his
wife, Sophia need not mind the meeting; his knowledge of women was
curiously insensitive and blunt, and he had no conception of how
impossible it would be for Sophia to sit quietly and see another woman
doing the honours of his house. In this he was not entirely to blame,
for Sophia so contrived to hoodwink him that he never quite knew she
loved him, certainly never knew the force of her love. He thought of
her as a reckless, innocent child stung to lavish giving out of
affection and pity, and so, to begin with, she had been. The woman
Sophia kept up what had become a pose, not only from the pride of a
maiden, but also because some instinct told her that sooner or later
he would rather be able to think she had not given more.
For the first few days either of them would have declared that all was
well and there was no danger, yet each day marked a distinct step
further on, a definite phase passed through. Sometimes they wandered
about Florence, in the Boboli and the Cascine gardens, or upon the windy
heights of Fiesole; sometimes he hired a queer little carriage with
swift, bedecked horses, and they drove far out into the country, not
getting home till night. The day before the revelation came was one of
the most exquisite they spent together, one of which Sophia could still
hardly bear to think. Leaving the carriage at a little village, they
wandered on foot into a lovely valley, and laughed because he called it
"old mastery," pointing out the Turneresque effect of a ruined castle
set high amidst a mass of olives which were being blown pale against it.
Presently they came to a stream that stormed down the valley and fell
into seven successive pools; deep, still pools, as green as ice, with
sunlit bubbles sent driving through them by the impetus of the clear
arch of descending water. Beside the largest pool, on a smooth grey slab
of rock screened by the over-hanging cliff, they sat and ate their lunch
of bread and hard-boiled eggs and wine, and the sun shone on the glossy
red-brown hair so cunningly folded about Sophia's head, and shone in the
depths of her grey eyes and on her tanned skin. When they had finished
she lay a little below him, closing her eyes to feel the blown spray
drift against her lids, and she never knew till he told her that his
hand had been on her hair the whole time, and never knew till later
still that she had been loving him even then. The day passed in a
perfect harmony of speech and silences, and all the time Sophia was
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