As its mind expands, new mysteries of the universe unfold themselves
through the same interpreter. It learns to see through the hollowness of
promises and threats before it knows the words in which they are framed.
With the knowledge of words comes the knowledge of their use as means of
concealing the truth and gaining its little ends. Then the painful
experience of discipline and punishment reveals the same motherly figure
in the new light of a protector and comforter, and it learns to contrast
her with the stern persons whom she has taught it to call pa-pa and
ma-ma. When they refuse anything on which it has set its childish heart,
it knows to whom to go for sympathy. She will console it and teach
little artifices, by which it may evade or circumvent them. She supplies
discipline of another kind, however, and the yet simple trusting mind of
the little Pantheist lives in terror of papa’s red-faced friend with the
big stomach, who eats up ten or twelve little children every day, and of
the Borah with the great box full of black ants, in which he shuts up
naughty boys till the ants pick the flesh from their disobedient bones.
When it goes to the bandstand, it gazes from a safe distance on the big
drum, full of boys and girls who would not let their hair be combed: it
hears their groans at every stroke of the terrible drumstick. Thus the
religious side of the tender nature is developed, and _Ayah_ is the
priestess. Under the same guidance it will, as it grows older, tread
paths of knowledge which its parents never trod. Whither will they lead
it? We know not who never joined in the familiar chat of _Ayahs_ and
servants, but imagination “bodies forth the forms of things unseen” and
shudders. Let us rejoice that a merciful superstition, which regards the
climate of India as deadly to European children, will step in and save
the little soul. The climate would do it no harm, but there is a moral
miasma more baneful than any which rises from the pestilential swamps of
the Terai, or the Bombay Flats.
[Picture: The Ayah] P. S.—I have just taken another look at our present
_Ayah_. She is a little old woman from Goa, with humorous “crow’s feet”
at the corners of her kind eyes. She is very retiring and modest, and
all the servants seem fond of her. It is evident that nature is various,
and we cannot all be types.
R. R. THE PUNDIT.
[Picture: The Pundit]
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