Better days; or, A Millionaire of To-morrow — John Shaqi
Better days; or, A Millionaire of To-morrowFitch, Thomas
Philosophy
Better days; or, A Millionaire of To-morrow
Fitch, Thomas
Utopias -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- Fiction
My letter, if written at all, ought to stop here. But thus much I have
learned—that passion tinctured with sorrow is the greatest of
egotists, and that the feeling that brooks no measure of repression or
discouragement inspires a degree of courage little short of defiance.
Thus stimulated, I feel a growing joy in being able to surmount
artificial restraint and to address you as I know you would wish an
honest girl who loves you with her whole heart, should speak.
What will you think of me? Will you call me fickle and unworthy?
unwomanly? In a word, will you misunderstand me? How could I know till
my eyes were opened that there was but one sun? that the whole world
to me was adjusted to your simple, noble qualities? How could I know
that the music of the spheres meant the remembered tones of your
voice, that your face should haunt alike every scene of splendor and
every secret shadow, or that I would give my patrimony to be able to
pass my fingers through your brown locks for ever so brief a moment?
What am I writing? I dare not read it. How confident I feel, how
transported with the thought that you may in remembering me forget my
much-repented dictum, or at least relegate it to the Quixotic realm to
which it belongs.
As I near the close of my letter, I am possessed with a new fear.
Shall I dare send it? What if you shall have discovered new powers in
yourself, new persons out in the broad world, which shall make you
glad of your escape? It is so long since I have heard of you, and life
is so full of new things, I forget that you too have quite the right
to change your mind. If this be your condition, do not, I beg of you,
write me. I could not bear the humiliation as your great heart bore
yours. Consign my letter, then, to the great silence, and only
remember me as ever and always your sincere friend,
ELLEN.
What was his colossal fortune to David Morning now? Out of the past came
this message of life and love; of a love gone forever, and a life which
now seemed barren of purpose and hope.
What is time but a name? The intervening years shriveled into
nothingness, and he was again bathing in the light which shone from the
eyes of the woman he loved, the one woman on earth or in heaven for him,
yesterday and to-day and forever. Again he walked with her under the
whispering foliage along the brow of the hill which crowns the Queen
City of the plains, and watched the burning sunsets illumine the
lavender mountains and change the clouds into embers of glory. Again he
sat beside her, reading some tender or beautiful or stirring passage
from poet or essayist. Again, at the good-night going, he felt her
dainty kiss, thrilling his soul to ecstasy.
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