Better days; or, A Millionaire of To-morrow — John Shaqi
Better days; or, A Millionaire of To-morrowFitch, Thomas
Philosophy
Better days; or, A Millionaire of To-morrow
Fitch, Thomas
Utopias -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- Fiction
And she was lost to him now, lost through his pride, lost through his
vanity, lost through such dense and inexcusable stupidity as never
before possessed or afflicted a man. He had taken her girlish doubts as
final. He had thought to exhibit his manly pride—which was, after all,
only conceit of self—as an offset to her presuming to question the
possibility of her being possessed by a great love for him. Coward that
he was to surrender this glorious creature without an effort. Dolt that
he was to so mistake her maidenly hesitancy.
And she—dear heart—had loved him after all. She had condescended to
summon him, and he had never received the message. What had she thought
of his failure to respond? What must she have thought of him, save that
he was a cruel, conceited creature unworthy of her love? What
humiliation his unexplained silence must for a time have brought to her
gentle spirit! What wreck and misery had not this miscarriage of her
missive brought to his life!
If he could have identified the clerk or postman whose carelessness had
misplaced her letter, he would have beaten him in his fury, and he
wished for an ax that he might hew and batter to splinters the inanimate
desk whose machinery had been instrumental in wrecking two lives.
Were they hopelessly wrecked? He caught his breath at the thought. He at
least was free, and whatever else might come never would he be
otherwise. Never should wile of woman enchant him, never should desire
for home and love and perpetuation of race and name beguile him. He
would walk lonely to the gates of the eternal morning, and wait for her
beyond the portal, and carry her soul upon the pinions of his immortal
love to the uttermost confines of ether, where no entrapments or
environments of earth could follow or molest them, and in the glow of
the astral light he would claim her as his own, and give himself to her
forever and ever.
Ellen’s letter released the passion which had been locked for ten years
in the silent chambers of David Morning’s soul, and it possessed the
man, and mastered him with throes of bitter agony and throbs of ecstatic
delight. His cheeks were wet with the tears of disappointment, and again
to the very center of him he laughed with joy as he covered the letter
with kisses.
“She loved me, my darling, my own, she loved me!” he cried. “Maybe she
loves me yet!” and again his heart beat wildly. “For ten years she
remained unmated. But yesterday she married this German nobleman, this
Baron Von Eulaw. Surely love could not have moved her to the union.
Surely with her nature she could not have forgotten her first love. She
was outraged and humiliated and incensed at the silence and seeming
indifference of the man she really loved, and so she married, for
reasons common enough in society.”
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