Biographical Notes on the Pseudonymous Bells — John Shaqi
Biographical Notes on the Pseudonymous BellsBrontë, Charlotte
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Biographical Notes on the Pseudonymous Bells
Brontë, Charlotte
Authors, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Brontë family; Brontë, Anne, 1820-1849; Brontë, Emily, 1818-1848
Neither Ellis nor Acton allowed herself for one moment to sink under want
of encouragement; energy nerved the one, and endurance upheld the other.
They were both prepared to try again; I would fain think that hope and
the sense of power were yet strong within them. But a great change
approached; affliction came in that shape which to anticipate is dread;
to look back on, grief. In the very heat and burden of the day, the
labourers failed over their work.
My sister Emily first declined. The details of her illness are
deep-branded in my memory, but to dwell on them, either in thought or
narrative, is not in my power. Never in all her life had she lingered
over any task that lay before her, and she did not linger now. She sank
rapidly. She made haste to leave us. Yet, while physically she
perished, mentally she grew stronger than we had yet known her. Day by
day, when I saw with what a front she met suffering, I looked on her with
an anguish of wonder and love. I have seen nothing like it; but, indeed,
I have never seen her parallel in anything. Stronger than a man, simpler
than a child, her nature stood alone. The awful point was, that while
full of ruth for others, on herself she had no pity; the spirit was
inexorable to the flesh; from the trembling hand, the unnerved limbs, the
faded eyes, the same service was exacted as they had rendered in health.
To stand by and witness this, and not dare to remonstrate, was a pain no
words can render.
Two cruel months of hope and fear passed painfully by, and the day came
at last when the terrors and pains of death were to be undergone by this
treasure, which had grown dearer and dearer to our hearts as it wasted
before our eyes. Towards the decline of that day, we had nothing of
Emily but her mortal remains as consumption left them. She died December
19, 1848.
We thought this enough: but we were utterly and presumptuously wrong.
She was not buried ere Anne fell ill. She had not been committed to the
grave a fortnight, before we received distinct intimation that it was
necessary to prepare our minds to see the younger sister go after the
elder. Accordingly, she followed in the same path with slower step, and
with a patience that equalled the other’s fortitude. I have said that
she was religious, and it was by leaning on those Christian doctrines in
which she firmly believed, that she found support through her most
painful journey. I witnessed their efficacy in her latest hour and
greatest trial, and must bear my testimony to the calm triumph with which
they brought her through. She died May 28, 1849.
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