New York, knew him as a cynical, morose, mysterious creature, who, at a
party, transferred himself from one woman's side to another's by sheer
effort of will spurred by boredom. The unmarried women had given him
up as a confirmed bachelor, but a few still followed his dark face with
longing eyes. (He sometimes wondered what role he would have adopted
if he had been a blond.) As a matter of fact, he was intensely
romantic, even after ten years of newspaper work in New York and two of
war; and when his steel-blue half-closed eyes roved over a gathering at
the moment of entrance it was with the evergreen hope of discovering
the consummate woman.
There was no affectation in his idealistic fastidiousness. Nor, of
late, in his general boredom. Not that he did not still like his work,
or possibly pontificating every morning over his famous name to an
admiring public, but he was tired of "the crowd," the same old faces,
tired of the steady grind, of bad plays--he, who had such a passionate
love of the drama--somewhat tired of himself. He would have liked to
tramp the world for a year. But although he had money enough saved he
dared not drop out of New York. One was forgotten overnight, and
fashions, especially since the war, changed so quickly and yet so
subtly that he might be another year readjusting himself on his return.
Or find himself supplanted by some man younger than himself whose
cursed audacity and dramatized youthfulness would have accustomed the
facile public to some new brand of pap flavored with red pepper. The
world was marching to the tune of youth, damn it (Mr. Clavering was
beginning to feel elderly at thirty-four), but it was hard to shake out
the entrenched. He had his public hypnotized. He could sell ten
copies of a book where a reviewer could sell one. His word on a play
was final--or almost. Personal mention of any of the Sophisticates
added a cubit to reputation. Three mentions made them household words.
Neglect caused agonies and visions of extinction. Disparagement was
preferable. By publicity shall ye know them. Even public men with
rhinocerene hides had been seen to shiver. Cause women courted him.
Prize fighters on the dour morn after a triumphant night had howled
between fury and tears as Mr. Lee Clavering (once crack reporter of the
gentle art) wrote sadly of greater warriors. Lenin had mentioned him
as an enemy of the new religion, who dealt not with the truth. Until
he grew dull--no grinning skeleton as yet--his public, after hasty or
solemn digestion of the news, would turn over to his column with a sigh
of relief. But he must hang on, no doubt of that. Fatal to give the
public even a hint that it might learn to do without him.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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