American fiction -- 20th century; Bohemianism -- Fiction
Carl had been sitting like a stone figure, dressed by the playful
passerby known as Life and yet absolutely void of life. His mute
indifference had seduced all suggestions of flesh from him and even his
blonde beard and hair seemed pasted upon an effigy. Finally the clever
semblance of emotion returned to his body and sent an experimental
tremble to see whether the flesh was prepared to receive another
animated disguise. His hands twitched as though they were striving to
overcome their paralysis in an effort to obey some powerful signal. As
he listened to the jerky tirades of his parents--sterility seeking to
regain a fertility by the use of a staccato voice--part of him wanted
to cringe and win the convulsive shield of tears, while another part
longed to bound from the insipid, brittle room and glide aimlessly into
the night. The cringing mountebank, unfairly aided by physical fatigue,
won this inner skirmish, and Carl decided to silence the anger of his
parents by speaking to them in a way that would make them bewildered,
since bewilderment is but a shade removed from frightened respect. It
was the only pitiful little stunt that could offer him a small respite
from the poverties of noise that were assailing him--the favorite
purchase of Indian medicine-men, Druid priests, circus barkers and
other childlike charlatans.
“You see, the situation has been complicated,” he answered slowly,
with the voice of a loftily enervated teacher. “Complicated. I have
tried to save a possible poet from death--always a noble but redundant
proceeding--but it seems that his skin must burn. I’ve come back now to
make his coffin and stud it with gold. Gold would seem to be a favorite
metal of yours, my dear parents. Surely you will be satisfied now. And
it is also possible that you may help me with the funeral arrangements,
since this burial, unlike plebeian ones, may extend over several years.
And what else do you want me to say? I have so many acrobatic words and
they would love to perform for you, but I am tired to-night. True, I am
a rascal. Can you forget that embarrassing challenge for one evening?”
He broke his stonelike repose into one forward motion as he leaned
toward his parents, turning upon them the prominently somnolent eyes
that had been the sole gift from his father’s face, and smiling like
an exhausted but lightly poised angel. His parents were stunned, for
their indignant assurance had suddenly recoiled from an unexpected,
blank wall. They could not quite understand his words and yet they felt
that he was mocking them. The gracious glibness of his voice dwarfed
them with the mystery of its meanings. This monster was not ashamed of
himself--what could it signify? But, after all, it was rather difficult
to be angry at a man when you were not quite sure whether his words
were flattering or sneers. Carl rose abruptly from the chair. Now he
controlled the situation for a time. He kissed his mother’s forehead
lightly and smiled at his father.
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