American fiction -- 20th century; Bohemianism -- Fiction
“I’m tired and hungry,” he said. “A little food and sleep will fix me
up, though, and to-morrow I’ll look for work of some kind.”
“Crazy, crazy, just like he always was,” said his father, turning away
with a partly appeased and patient manner. After all, one must give the
proper blend of pity and tolerance to one who is truly insane.
The face of his mother held a virtuous impatience that made her large
nose go up and down like a see-saw, and on the see-saw a dash of
reluctant tenderness rode.
“I’ll get you something from the ice-box,” she said. “You’re still so
young--twenty-two you’ll be next week--and we may yet live to be proud
of you. If you’ll only get rid of your funny writing notions and your
stealing ideas. My God, what a combination!”
Afterwards, as Carl ate, they sat at the kitchen table with him. Mrs.
Felman was tall and strong, with a body on which plumpness and angles
met in a transfigured prizefight of lines. The long narrowness of her
face was captured by a steep nose slightly hooked at the top and her
thin lips were not unlike the relics of a triumphant sneer. Even when
they tried to be satisfied they never quite lost their expression
of tight gloating. Above her high cheek-bones her eyes were bitter
tensions of light, and a remnant of greyish-brown hair receded from
the moderate and indented rise of her forehead. Her skin, once pink,
was now roughly florid, like a petal on which many boots have been
scraped and cleaned. Mr. Felman was her violent refutation. Short
and hampered by plumpness, the large roundness of his face held the
smirking emphasis of a greyish-red moustache, huge and clipped at the
ends. His thick lips blossomed uncompromisingly over his fair double
chin, and his low forehead, madly scratched by a plowman, stood between
the abrupt curve of his small nose and a ruff of dark red hair pestered
by grey. An expression of carelessly earthly humor, banqueting on
shallowness, fitted snugly upon his face and only his eyes, bulging
with sleep, brought a metaphysical contradiction. He watched his son
with a lazy, half-curious pity.
“Noo, what have you been doing all this time?” he asked.
“I left the army a year ago. You know, I wrote to you then and found
out that you still lived here. That was very kind of me, I’m sure.
Since then I’ve knocked about in different towns. Sleep and work, work
and sleep--the twin brothers of man’s inadequacy.”
“Ye-es, still using long words, the twin brothers of something or
other,” said Mrs. Felman, with a light disapproval. “Learn to talk
and act like other people and you’ll be better off. I used to think a
little different when I was young, but believe me, you can’t get along
by just dreaming and talking to yourself. The trouble with you is that
you got a lot of fancy words and no get-up.”
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